Page 238 of Forbidden Lessons

Everything is heavy. Loose. My legs fall open easily, and Kai stares down at me as Rooke runs a hand up his arm where he’s fending him off. I lift my foot, pushing it into the small of Kai’s back, urging him closer to Rooke.

Licking my lips.

Nodding.

Kai throws me a confused look, but then Rooke is cupping his face, and their lips clash. Kai presses his hands to Rooke’s chest, body tensing as he tries to push him off.

But when Rooke reaches down and grabs his cock and starts stroking him again, the resistance melts from Kai’s shoulders. He sags into Rooke’s grip, panting softly as he kisses him back.

I draw my legs in, squeezing my thighs together to intensify the stubborn, aching thump inside me as I watch their kiss grow harder.

Kai’s panting grows louder.

Rooke groans, the hand cupping Kai’s face diving into his long, messy hair, snatching it, wrenching his head back. Like Rooke couldn’t catch his breath, and this was the only way he could get himself some air.

I moan, wordlessly begging them to continue, because fuck, I’ve never felt this turned on in my life.

Kai’s mouth opens, his lips trembling as Rooke strokes his cock, his head dipping forward before he catches himself.

He attacks Rooke, taking us both by surprise.

Rooke lands on his back beside me, eyes wide, a tiny smile on his lips as Kai falls on top of him.

His hand goes over Rooke’s throat, and Rooke arches into it, eyes growing heavy lidded.

Kai flicks his hair out of his face, looking down at me where I’m pressed to Rooke’s side. “You like that, Haven?” he growls.

“Yes.”

“You want me to fuck him?”

“I…don’t…”

“Yes or no, Haven!”

“Yes. Maybe. I don’t?—“

Kai seems pissed that I can’t give him a straight answer, but what the fuck, I don’t know. I’m reeling—mentally, physically, everything. The world is turning inside out, and I’m not even sure if any of this is real anymore.

Snarling, Kai reaches past us and grabs at the ties binding me to the headboard, setting me loose. My arms flop down, and I clench my hand furiously as they tingle, blood finally flowing back into them after so long.

Kai tugs at the hoody still bundled under my arms. “Take it off.”

I pull the hoody over my head, pausing to untangle my collar’s chain. Then smoothing down my hair, sliding my hands over my breasts. They’ve been bare for ages, but the way Kai looks at me, it feels like he’s stripping off my skin.

Kai tips his head to the side, glancing at Bastian.

“Do you want him to fuck you?”

I shake my head, lips trembling as I try to figure out what the hell I want, what Kai wants.

Bastian reaches up, stroking his knuckle down the side of Kai’s face. “Quiet, boy. You’re confusing her.”

Kai stares at him with clenched teeth, flicking his head again, like his mind is as fucked as mine.

Then he surges forward and grabs my chain, twists it quick and brutal around his fist. He drags me up to my knees, turning me to face Bastian.

No one needs a command.

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