Page 24 of Little Psycho

My body and nerves are on fire in the most delicious way possible—my head swimming in the riot of sensation, in complete awe that sex can feel this fucking good.

I’m addicted now.

Five keeps his eyes on mine as we fuck, even as I choke him, slamming down on him so hard that the sound of my bare ass slapping against him echoes in the small room.

“That’s it.Fucking choke me, Little Mystery,” he grunts, now slamming me down on his cock as we both get closer and closer to finding our release.

I tighten my grip and lower my mouth to his, kissing him with dominant strokes, grinding against him while his cock pulses inside my pussy.And then, releasing my hip with one hand, he wraps it around my throat, squeezing just as tight as I am.

I don’t panic, like when Gunnar choked me, but I allow it, feeling my entire body tremble as my orgasm begins to control me.Everything happens so fast, and I fuck him even harder, faster, desperately trying to chase each wild feeling rushing through me.And then it ends with me soaking his cock and him filling the condom, both of us panting and collapsing beside each other, reveling in what we just did.

As the night comes to an end and the rush fades, I lie next to Five, feeling things I’ve never experienced.I don’t know what tomorrow holds or what will become of my life, but for now, I relish the comforting weight of his arm around me and the peace that washes over me as I lie in his embrace.

“Damn, Addy.That was..."he pants, kissing the side of my sweaty forehead.“That was fucking incredible.”

“I know,” I giggle, sitting up abruptly.“Let’s go watch the race now.”I quickly change the subject, not knowing how to deal with the mushy side of my emotions just yet.

He nods, and after we get dressed, he leads me back downstairs and out to the street, where the last of the races are coming to an end.As we walk around outside, I can feel the familiar pull of adrenaline and temptation drawing me back in.

Maybe this was the break I needed—a chance to lose myself in something other than my problems.For the first time in a while, I feel a small sliver of hope, like I might make it out of this hot mess and start fresh.Maybe there’s a chance for redemption, and hopefully I can find a new kind of freedom in the midst of chaos and uncertainty.

But as I catch a fleeting glimpse of the guys, the knot in my stomach tightens once again.My parents pop into my head next, and I know that they’re out there, lurking in the shadows, waiting to unleash hell on me.I can’t let them find me.Not now.Not when I’ve just started to feel free.

I glance back and see Addy, who has found herself in the company of some new friends, giggling and twirling her hair.I can’t help but smile.

With one final look at the race unfolding in front of me, I take a deep breath and remind myself that for now, I’m safe.I’m free.And I won’t let anyone take that away from me ever again.

As I join Addy, I let myself be consumed by the music, the laughter, and the beautiful fucking chaos of the moment.

NINE

ADRENALINE

BLANK SPACE—I PREVAIL

ASH (23)

Gripping the steering wheel, my foot presses against the clutch as I ease into first, adrenaline pumping through my veins.Looking to my left, I nod to Dom as he adjusts his mirror and clicks his seatbelt in.To my right, Kill stares off in the distance just beyond me, his hands firmly grasping the white gold pendant hanging around his neck—the same one Dom and I have—deep in silent prayer.

Turning to look out my left window again to see what his focus is drifting toward, I catch a glimpse of a petite blonde with wide hips hidden beneath an oversized t-shirt.Even with her back facing me, a sense of familiarity hits me unusually hard.But why?

Hoping she turns around before the chick in front of us drops the flags in her hands to start the race, I keep my eyes glued to the back of her head.And then I hear her laugh, watching closely as she gestures her hands as if she’s talking to somebody beside her...but there’s no one there except for Five, whose back is toward her.

My hopes are high that the mysterious girl I can’t seem to look away from is Calista, but deep down I know that it’s fucking physically impossible; she’s chained up—locked away from society where nobody can hurt her...except for her parents.

The loud revving of the numerous engines gathered at the starting line snaps me out of my daydream, and my gaze is forced off the blonde and onto the curvy redhead in front of me, her arms raised in the air, checkered flags clutched in each hand.

It’s fucking go time.

I say a quick prayer, shoot my brothers a look of good fortune, and prepare to floor the gas pedal at the signal.Bri drops her hands suddenly, and one by one the cars take off, leaving behind nothing but clouds of smoke and the potent smell of burnt rubber from thick, black tire marks on the pavement.

The adrenaline rushes through me rapidly as I speed off, switching between the clutch and the gearshift until my car is hitting my desired momentum.

Racing has always been a huge part of my life, alongside Dominic and Killian.We fell into it once we bought our first cars, turning them into racing machines that we sunk every fucking dime we had into.We built them up, selling them for better cars, and finally, we were able to buy our dream cars that we race today.Mine, a Dodge Challenger SRT Demon, boasts up to 840 horsepower, a 212 mph top speed, and a 2.3-second 0-60 mph time.Dom’s baby is a matte black Lexus LFA supercar that has a 4.8-liter engine, allowing him to go 0-60 in 3.6 seconds with a top speed of 202 mph.And Killian, Kill’s pride and joy is a Toyota Supra MK4.It races 0-60mph in about 4.3 seconds and tops out around 80mph.It’s not the fastest, but it’s the car he’s always wanted.

The three of us have been through hell and back together, and racing is the only thing that has kept us sane through everything.

As the wind whips through my open window, I can feel the excitement building.The familiar rush of adrenaline that comes with the start of a race.I shift gears and hit the gas, barreling down the road with Dom and Kill right beside me like they always have been.This is where we fucking belong, pushing the limits of our cars and ourselves.

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