Page 103 of A Debt of Darkness

His fingers push harder and his tongue flicks over me and I scream, giving in as another orgasm washes over me. I’m shaking uncontrollably and I’ve lost control of my legs. I’ve lost control of everything again and this is perfect. This is heaven. I don’t want it to end. I’ll never want it to end.

Henry sits between my legs, staring at me like I’m everything he ever wanted and more. I’m sweaty, hot, panting and my hair’s a goddamn mess—and I’m certain he thinks I’m the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen.

He lowers himself over me, kissing me until I need more again. I press into him and he stills, pulling back and watching, searing the image of me into his memory.

I groan as his fingers slip inside me again and he plays slowly, carefully, attentively. This is gentle, soft, and we both know where this is going this time.

“Are you sure, Ivy?”

I nod. “Certain.”

My eyes glance at his cock and I swallow. I’ve got no frame of reference, but it isn’t small. It’s perfectly symmetrical and weeping precum, and I gasp as he runs his head over me. It’s smoother than I expected, somehow both hard and soft. It’s a different sensation but it’s nice.

Better than nice.

It’s perfect.

So very perfect.

His eyes meet mine and we hold each other’s gazes. Henry smiles and the heavens changed, rearranging the stars to our design. He’s given me the gifts I needed and I’ve given him everything he ever wanted. We’re equal, balanced, poised. We’re in perfect harmony and our exchange isn’t a transaction. It’s a give and a take, a push and a pull. It’s the thunderous roar of silence that doesn’t need to scream to be heard.

“I need you inside me, Henry,” I sigh, guessing at what he’s waiting for. “It’s agony to wait. Please.”

Henry nudges his cock forward and I moan, caught by the sensation of him pressing into me. His eyes flick down before returning to meet mine and he sighs as he slowly pushes forward.

I gasp and the feeling’s unlike any other. It’s pinching and I’m full. Strangely full. As if I was always empty but didn’t know it, finally aware of him inside me. My mouth falls open and I breathe, trying to relax as Henry moves forward, slowly but relentlessly easing inside me until our hips meet.

“Fuck.”

“That’s the point,” he says, laughing. “Breathe and relax.”

I nod and his hand runs down my face.

“You’re fucking stunning, lea. Absolutely perfect.”

Henry thrusts slowly, straining as he gently slides his cock in and out of me. He’s giving me time to adjust and adapt to all the new sensations. It’s nice and I settle, but I can’t quite relax. This is right, but it isn’t and I’m confused, and not because I’m struggling with the newness of all of this.

I stare at Henry and he pushes all the way inside me before stopping. “What’s wrong?” he asks. “Do you want this to stop?”

I shake my head frantically, unable to find my words.

“Tell me, lea. Tell me what you need or so help me, I’ll lose my goddamn mind.”

My fingers stroke his stomach muscles and find the certainty I need in their soft but hard curves.

“I want you to fuck me.”

Henry’s eyes shoot open wide and for a single, agonizing second, he’s too shocked to move. His breathing hitches and he smiles, completely taken aback and utterly entranced.

“Fucking hell, you’re perfect.”

He slams into me and I gasp, unable to catch my breath before he slams into me again. It’s hard, it’s fast. It’s fucking perfect and my body clenches around him as he moves without constraint. Henry’s not holding back anymore, fucking me the way he wants. The way we were meant to fuck.

And it’s absolute heaven.

There’s pleasure and a tinge of pain that sharpens the senses, holding me back from oblivion. It heightens my arousal and excitement, making my body come alive as it tries to shatter underneath Henry.

He isn’t gentle. He’s kind but not considerate. His hips work harder and their angle increases, and I scream, moaning his name as I gasp and scratch and writhe. I plead for more andbeg for a moment to catch myself between heaven and hell in the whirlwind that’s all we are—and this is right.

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