Three days in Tokyo felt like three weeks. The days were a blur of endless meetings, dinners, and negotiations, each one critical to the deal. Every time I thought we were close; another obstacle would arise. Still, I was determined to keep pushing; I knew that without a breakthrough, all our efforts would unravel.

Today, we were gathered in one of Tokyo’s top conference rooms, the city’s skyline a distant blur beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows. Tanaka and his team sat across from me, their expressions serious as we worked through the contract line by line. My language skills were put to the test, and though I wasn’t perfect, it made a difference in these discussions. The smallest show of understanding and effort went a long way with our Japanese partners.

“We need to consider the regional supply chain risks here,” Tanaka said, his tone cautious but assertive.

I nodded, mentally recalibrating as he laid out the numbers, adjusted to account for recent market changes. “Yes, we’ll address that by building a buffer for these early months, allowing you to mitigate losses,” I replied in Japanese.

Tanaka raised an eyebrow, clearly impressed, and his team exchanged glances. Step by step, we were making progress. It was slow, but at least we were moving forward.

That evening, I found myself at yet another business meeting, this time in a private dining room. The atmosphere was less formal tonight, but still purposeful. Every dish served, every toast made, held a meaning that went beyond food or drink. Thiswas Tokyo’s way of solidifying trust, of showing goodwill, and I respected that.

Tanaka raised his glass to me. “Del Rossi-san, you’ve shown great commitment. Not many would stay for the entire process.”

I lifted my glass in return. “It’s important to see this through. We’re committed to making this work for both sides.”

As the night wore on, my mind wandered back to New York. Amara had sent a photo of Austin and August holding up their hand-made decorations. I could almost hear their laughter, see their smiles. Journee toddling around in her winter pajamas. They were my motivation, pushing me through the grind, reminding me why this deal mattered. My chest tightened with a deep ache, and I took a steady breath, grateful for the excuse of sipping my drink.

The next morning, I met with Tanaka, the head of our Tokyo office, in a sleek boardroom overlooking the city. As we settled in, I launched into a detailed overview of the revised contract terms, addressing every concern he and his team had raised. My Japanese was far from perfect, but Tanaka appreciated the effort, nodding with each point I made.

"Thank you for your dedication to these details, Del Rossi-san," he said, his expression serious.

"Of course, Tanaka-san," I replied. "I believe this will be beneficial for both of us."

We engaged in a careful discussion, weighing market demands and potential impacts on the Japanese side of the operation. It was intense work, and each clause we reviewed felt like another step forward. Finally, as we made headway, I felt a flicker of hope. If this continued, we might just reach a compromise.

The next day brought another demanding round of negotiations. Tanaka and I worked through the contract details with a laser focus, navigating one clause at a time. His team brought up market data, we discussed contingencies, and I adjusted our terms to better align with their needs. Each change felt like another problem lifted, a step closer to closing the deal.

This morning’s meeting with Tanaka had been grueling, focused on finalizing the terms and ensuring both sides were satisfied. Tanaka was reserved but thorough, a quality I had come to respect.

“You’ve made significant adjustments, Del Rossi-san,” he said thoughtfully, glancing over the latest changes. “This level of flexibility shows respect for our market.”

“I understand the challenges,” I replied in Japanese, meeting his gaze. “Our goal is a partnership, not just a transaction.”

Tanaka nodded, his eyes revealing a hint of approval. “You honor us with your understanding.”

The final review stretched for hours, with his team dissecting each line of the contract. As the day wore on, I was struck by how deeply rooted their commitment was—not only to their own interests but to the overall integrity of the partnership. I couldn’t help but admire their dedication, and it pushed me to match it at every step.

By the last evening, we were finally on the verge of signing. The Tokyo team invited me for another dinner, this one a more relaxed, celebratory gathering. Tanaka pulled me aside as the meal wound down, his expression serious but kind.

“Del Rossi-san, your dedication to this project has not gone unnoticed,” he said. “It’s clear how much you care about the people this will impact.”

I nodded, grateful for the recognition. “Family and work—they both matter greatly to me.”

“Then we will make this work together,” he replied with assurance.

Back in my hotel room, the city lights of Tokyo blinked beneath me as I leaned against the massive window of my hotel room. It was late, but the city below never seemed to sleep. Neon signs reflected off the glass, a vibrant pulse that matched the intensity of my thoughts. But as much as I admired it, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I should be back in New York, home with Amara and the kids, as they prepared for Christmas without me. After days of negotiations, dinners, and meticulous contract adjustments, the Tokyo deal was finally within reach. The relentless days had stretched into nights, with barely a moment to catch my breath, yet I knew every minute had been worth it. I sent Amara a quick message, telling her how much I missed her and the kids. With the contract set to be finalized the next day, I finally allowed myself a few hours of rest, relieved that soon, I’d be back where I belonged.

CHAPTER FIVE

AMARA

The sound of holiday music filled the penthouse as I moved through the living room, straightening decorations and adjusting the placement of presents under the tree. It should have been a joyful undertaking, but without Andrew here, everything felt off. He was halfway across the world, handling business in Tokyo, and the house felt emptier than ever.

I glanced at the clock. He had called earlier to check in, but the conversation was brief—too much tension in his voice, too many distractions pulling him away. I tried to shake off the lingering displeasure as I went back to fluffing the garland on the mantel, determined to keep the festive spirit alive for the kids.

Austin and August were in their room, playing with the new Christmas crafts I had given them, and little Journee was fast asleep. I should have been taking this quiet moment to relax, but my mind kept wandering back to Andrew, wondering how he was holding up. The stress of the deal was getting to him, I could tell. Even over the phone, his voice had sounded strained.

I sighed and walked over to the window, staring out at the snowy city below. Christmas lights twinkled on every corner, and the city felt alive with holiday cheer. But all I could think about was how incomplete everything felt without Andrew by my side.