“I’m not sure I used the word hot,” I say.
“If you didn’t, it was implied. Besides, he’s hard to miss. He came into the library to put up a notice about either working as a mechanic or advertising his front for his crime ring.” She sighs. “That would be even hotter.”
“You need help.”
“From a hot man.”
My gut clenches, and something dark and sharp slides through me.
It takes me a moment to recognize what it is—every unfamiliar inch.
Jealousy.
Crap. I look at her. She’s hot, gorgeous, and the male teachers keep eyeing her, even Bloom, who’s married and wouldn’t cheat.
She’s got leather pants on and a flowing top she’s tied at one side. She’s one hundred percent the kind of female I picture with a man like Saint.
I look like a librarian more than she does.
“A biker will do. I had one, you know.” Her voice drops. “Very dirty. A filthy, filthy man in all the good ways. Oh, what he could to do me . . .”
“Go find him, then.”
“He’s got a wife now.”
“Old Lady.”
She grins. “Someone knows the lingo.”
“Everyone knows that one.”
I throw myself into creating art with the kids. It’s fun and comes with the bonus I can’t talk to Hannah about Saint.
Because my brain is a mess. I like him. Obviously, I do. I wouldn’t get naked with him if I didn’t. If I wasn’t majorlyattracted to him. But I also don’t just sleep with men I’m majorly attracted to. There needs to be something else, a connection, feelings, that wild ride down into falling for them, at least to a point, and?—
Am I falling for him?
Because there’s a connection and I love spending time with him. Yes, we had more sex that night and morning, but I was sore because the man’s big, and even though I know he was holding back, I still took a pounding. So last night, even though we had hot sex against the wall of my apartment, he didn’t push for more and . . .
It was still good. The aftermath. The banter, the laughter, the mock arguments. All of it.
Shit. I think I’m falling for him.
A ripple goes through the art room, like a shockwave of different proportions. Every hair on my body seems to stand to attention, and my own wave of awareness zooms along my skin.
Saint.
He’s here.
I turn, and sure enough, he’s just walked in, helmet in one hand, cat pouring itself down to the ground from the other.
Hannah’s eyes light up.
I swallow the hard lump in my throat.
Saint’s gaze runs over her, and he smiles, but then he locks on to me, and electricity slams into me. It’s not until a high-pitched scream shatters his hold that I realize pandemonium’s broken free. Nomad races through paint, leaving cat prints everywhere as he leaps on Pepper, butts her head, and then takes off, leading the children in a chaotic chase.
“Your cat,” I hiss.