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“Yeah, I better go too,” Elijah says. It was the first thing he’s said since we said goodbye to Haruko.

We say goodnight and I head upstairs, Parker walking behind me.

I take off my clothes and throw them into the hamper, then turn on the shower. The bathroom fills with steam as I step inside and let the water cascade over my body. Images of tonight flash in my mind, making my cock twitch, so I switch to cold water to try to calm down.

As I lean against the shower tile, I feel a hand on the small of my back. I turn to see Parker standing there, naked, wanting to get in.

I move to the side and let him stand under the spray as I get shampoo.

“Holy fuck, that’s cold!” Parker gasps and turns up the heat. “Jesus,” he mumbles under his breath. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah,” I say, washing my hair. “I was just thinking of tonight and needed to calm down a touch.”

Parker nods, then grabs the body wash. But instead of washing himself, he washes me.

He runs his soapy hands over my shoulders and chest, then down my hips.

“I can do this myself, you know that, right?” I say, with no intention of making him stop.

“I know.” He grins. “But this is much more fun.”

He kneels down and washes my legs.

Soap is everywhere but my dick and I wait with bated breath as he finishes my back and turns me to him. He nods down to my cock, asking permission to touch me, and I nod back. My hands grip his shoulders as he runs his soapy hand over my dick.

“Jesus,” I hiss.

“What was your favourite thing about tonight?” he asks.

“What?” I ask, barely able to concentrate.

Fuck, his hand feels so good.

“What was your favourite thing about tonight? Was it when Elijah started talking dirty to her? Was it when she came? Was it when she sucked me off?”

“All of that. But fuck, I really liked it when you fucked her mouth. I loved seeing her lips wrapped around your cock like I have so many times.”

Parker presses his forehead to mine as his free hand grips my hair.

“Yeah, I liked that too. I loved seeing us all come together.”

My balls draw up and I’m close to coming.

“Fuck, Parker. I’m going to come.”

He chuckles wickedly. “I know.”

I open my eyes and look down at him stroking my cock and see his rock-hard dick against his stomach.

I grab some soap and before he can protest, wrap my fist around his shaft, making him hiss with pleasure.

Tonight, I felt something profound. Something I’ve only ever felt with Parker. It’s a kind of yearning, a need, something that can’t be seen but only felt. It’s a feeling that comes after your heartskips a beat, when you have a chance to catch up and you find out how deep that feeling goes.

Is it love?

I know I’m attracted to both Parker and Haruko. And I know I feel the same with both of them, but not with Elijah. Elijah and I have a comfortable relationship. The kind good friends have.

Maybe I am. In love.

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