Page 104 of When Night Falls

I thrust my ass up a little to line his cock with my entrance. He pushes into me gently and that's when I feel the contact of his tip touch me where I need him most.

"Fuck," he breathes out and I feel my face flood with blushes of lusty pinks and fiery reds.

"I'm trying to be patient, Cyn, but I need to be inside of you now." He's pained, and it creates little frissons of gratification to swarm my skin in delicate waves of goosebumps. He needs me as much as I need him.

I push him into me a little bit, needing to let go of him entirely to grip his shoulders at the sudden intrusion. The tip of his penis isn't even in me all the way yet and I'm already feeling the burn of being stretched.

He reaches beside him and trails his fingers intricately down my thigh then to my calf, taking his time as he caresses me. He brings my leg up to wrap around his back and holds it there for a beat while he feathers his lips against my chin. I understandhis movement and do the same with the other so that both of my legs capture him in place against me as he pushes in a little more.

"God, you're so fucking tight." He lowers his head, pressing it against my own. His chest is now touching my breasts and I can feel our hearts beat in tandem with one another, creating a symphony of ecstasy as I acclimate to the size of my husband.

"More," I beg, knowing that he's stalling to benefit me. And as stretched as I already feel, the sting of him entering me hums in delight as I wait for more.

He thrusts a little deeper and I can feel myself on the verge of tears with how intrusive it's becoming. The pain is starting to take over my surges of pleasure.

"Rivian, you're too big. It-"

"I know, little one. But just hang on. I'll make it better soon." He moves in to press his lips against my neck, a spot where he knows I can't deny the enjoyment I feel as he kisses me there.

He pushes in a little more, I'm not even sure he's close to being all the way in yet, but to distract me from the pain he uses his teeth to graze against the parts that ache from where he bit into me earlier.

He coaxes me into adjusting to him by sliding out a little before sliding back in deeper. Tears escape the corners of my eye as I feel pressure from his girth. I can tell he's holding back so much desire to take me the way he'd really like to because he's barely holding on himself.

"I'm sorry," he whispers against my skin, confusion licking my brain but then, he pushes one last deep thrust rooting himself all the way to the hilt. I yelp, the tears now flooding silently down my face at the pain of being torn.

"Did you feel that, Cyn?" Rivian's gentle tone hides behind his true mask of his darkened demand as he leans into the shell ofmy ear. "That's what it feels like when I break you. Remember this feeling the next time you beg me to love you."

My breathing turns harsh as the beat of my heart accelerates. I should despise this man for eradicating me, for instilling his final threat upon me before taking from me the only thing I had left to give. But his promise is titillating. Maybe it's from the release of the torture I subjected myself to, the memory he pushed me to let free from my broken mind.

He thrusts harder and deeper. I still feel the twinge of his invasion, but it's a welcomed feeling as I watch the pure euphoria take over in Rivian's thunderous eyes. Tears still spill down my cheeks, slowing as I stretch for his cock, allowing it to provide me a little bit of friction as he hits a sweet note inside of me, making my song of pain turn to a slightly more enjoyable sound.

"There you go, baby. Relax yourself for me. Fuck, do you feel what you do to me?" Torment expands in his eyes before it explodes into shattered pieces of lust and desire, all being fulfilled as he uses my body to surrender his sexual gratification. One thing I craved to take from him since the night I saw him at the masquerade ball.

I slide my hands down to his sides to help keep us in tune as I work my own hips up, needing him deeper despite the distressing ache that still lingers.

I hold back my cries and try to enjoy the way his body feels against mine.

"When do we…" I let my question fade off as Rivian's groans skate across my ear lobe.

He pulls away to kiss me hard. His tongue using my own as some kind of retribution for the way I make him feel, almost like he hates me for it. He pushes into me; our bodies create a beautiful sound together.

"After I make you come again. I want to hear my name fall from your pretty little mouth one more time before I make you bleed for me, little one." And on that note, Riv presses his pelvis into me a little more and he aims to make me crumble.

"Oh, fuck!" I cry when he does exactly what he threatened. He is so deep inside of me and I can feel the pinpoint of pleasure from deep within unravel as he thrusts. This time, it's fucking rapturous. "Riv, I'm-"

"Louder, little sin. Let this kingdom know exactly who their queen fucking bows down for."

"Fuck, Rivian! I-" my voice gets trapped in the throes of my pleasure as my orgasm rips through me, sending my entire body into a frenzy of trembles as he seats himself so deep inside of me. He opens his mouth against my neck, and I quake with the anticipation he'll finally bite me, but he only licks against my skin as he lets himself express his own orgasm taking over his soul, his groans reverberating in the room around us and settles deep into my core.

"Jesus." His words are harsh as we both settle from the power that ignites between us.

His forehead rests against mine as our lungs fight for air. I can't move, but I need to free myself from the position, feeling cramps start to take over in my legs.

We lay like this for a beat, allowing ourselves to calm down from the high before he leads us to the next step.

The blood bind.

Rivian lifts his head and studies my eyes. He presses a finger against one of my tears before wiping away the evidence of my pain. He remains inside me, softening but still making me feel so full. He then takes his tear soaked finger and traces my bottom lip with it.