Page 49 of Killian De Luca

I close my eyes and just feel her heart.

For some reason, feeling her heart makes me feel calm, like the world is suddenly silent and that I have nothing to worry about. It feels like it’s just us two in the world.

Just two steady beating hearts with nothing to worry about.

“Killian?” Reign’s voice makes me open my eyes. I look down at her as she reaches up and holds my jaw in her soft, fragile hands. I lean into her touch and move my hand away from where her heart is. “What are you doing?” she whispers.

I lick the inside of my cheek. “Today you fucking scared me, Reign. I’ve never been scared of anything in my life before but today I was so fucking scared,” I admit.

“Killian, I’m fine-”

I shake my head. “No, you don’t get it. My heart was fucking pounding, Reign. I was afraid of losing you.”

Reign sits up and scoots closer to me. She rests her other hand on my jaw. “Why? You’re Killian De Luca. You’re not afraid of anything. Half the time I think you want me to die,” Reign tries to joke but she’s got it all wrong.

Yes, I’ve known that my obsession with her since that night under the stars meant something, but I never thought I could be afraid of losing someone or dying before someone else in my life.

At least not until I truly got to know Reign in person, instead of over a stupid phone where she thinks she is talking to her Star.

Tonight, she messaged him. Saying she fucked up and didn’t know how to fix it.

I didn’t respond because I didn’t know what to say.

I probably would have said to not be fucking stupid.

“Everyone is afraid of something. You just have to find it,” I admit.

Reign looks down at my lips swiftly before meeting my eyes. I want to pull her closer and kiss her again.

Probably even do more than kiss her.

It’s been more than three weeks and this girl can have me on my knees without asking.

“Why me? You kiss me, flirt with me, protect me? Am I just someone who you are passing time with?”

I furrow my eyebrows at her and move her hands off my face to hold them in my hands. “I don’t know why. I’m not really used to feeling like this with someone. I love and care about my mom, but it’s never felt like this.”

“What does it feel like?” Reign whispers and I feel myself getting deadly close to her.

It feels like my heart is going to catch fire any second now.

It would be fucking ironic.

Instead of answering her I grab her jaw and pull her towards me. I groan, taking her mouth. A strong, hot current that always feels like fire sparking between us sweeps through my body. I immediately deepen the kiss, needing more.

Reign leans back against the bed, and I follow with her, kicking off my shoes and getting on top of her, my leg between hers, pressing against her hot pussy. She’s wearing the same fucking thin ass shorts she did when she was coming all over the gun in the guest house.

My tongue dips into her mouth and she caresses her tongue against mine as she moans.

I place one of my hands on the bed while the other trails to her stomach, dipping below the waistband of her shorts, pausingslowly to see if she pulls away from me but like a good girl she doesn’t.

My dick hardens behind my trousers and I just need more room.

I can feel how soft her skin is against my body. My heart starts racing and I’m trying so hard to control myself with this girl.

“You’re so fucking beautiful.” I bite her lip making her arch her back. My hand dips below her panty line and Reign still doesn’t do anything to stop me. “Tempting,” I whisper, my fingers inching closer and closer to her hot, wet pussy. “And you don’t even know it. The fact that you’re all innocent about it makes me want to ruin and fuck you all up. No one will be able to have you other than me.”

When I press my finger against her clit, Reign moans against my lips. I trail my kisses down her neck, wanting to hear her moans instead of muffling them.

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