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“I’m here to stay, regardless of any feelings anyone has on the subject. I’m a fucking terminal disease and won’t leave this world without her.”

“That doesn’t bring me much comfort,” I muttered.

“I want her, Sinclair. I will have her. Hurting her isn’t what I want. I didn’t even want it then. I simply wanted her safety, and death could render a soul untouchable, so it was the best option I had.” He paused. “I was young and stupid. I hadn’t learned to harness my gifts yet. I have my shit together now. We both do.” He tapped his head for emphasis. “She will always be safe with me. And with Mirage. He loves her like I do. His love is tender but fierce, like mine. Perhaps older than mine, but that doesn’t mean shit to me. All I know is that I’d bleed this world dry if it meant she smiled for me.” He sighed. “So she will always be safe with me.”

“And Mirage?”

“You know Mirage well enough to know he wants the best for her. She will be safe with him, provided he doesn’t let his rage out. Not that he would harm her with it. But others could be harmed. He’s fine until he loses it. Then, well, carnage. But you’ll be here, making sure he’s OK. If we play our cards right, Ashes and Stitches might let you come over and hang out with them. Or let you take Sirena. Never know.”

I scoffed at that despite the pounding of my heart at the prospect.

“Don’t be so sad. Take what you want. Life won’t be so bad. Kiss her. Touch her. Spread her legs wide and fuck her. You won’t know until you try. And until then, you’ll continue to cry.”

“You’re absurd,” I said, shaking my head.

“She chooses, Sinclair. Don’t forget it. Just make her seeyou are the way. The light she needs.You can do that, right?”

I said nothing, not knowing if I could do that. The way I currently felt, my answer was no, but there was a little part of me that was so desperate to prove myself to her that it was driving me insane.

“So, become insane,” Asylum said with a yawn. “Nothing wrong with being a little crazy, bestie. After all, that’s why we’re here.”

He had a point.

STITCHES

Iwatched Church fuck Sirena doggy style on the bed while she sucked Ashes’s cock. We’d put her through her paces tonight. I’d taken a step back since I’d buried myself inside her twice in my bedroom while Asylum and Sin were over. I’d been gentle with her even though all I wanted to do was drive my cock home inside her tight, hot pussy. I’d held back though because I knew she might need me to be gentle and slow for her.

Since I’d had so much time with her earlier, I figured I’d let Church get his fill since he was going to be leaving. It only seemed right.

“Get over here, brother,” Church rasped as he slowed his movements.

“I don’t mind watching—”

“I want you to fuck her with me,” he said, slowing to a stop. She continued sucking Ashes off without hesitation. He looked like he was having the time of his life because he’d let his head fall back and had his fingers tangled in her hair, guiding her along his shaft.

“I want your cock in her pussy with mine,” Church said.

I nodded, wanting that too. I moved and lay on my back next to Sirena.

Ashes hadn’t been so far gone that he hadn’t heard us because he pulled his cock free of her throat and helped her straddle me.

“Hey, angel,” I murmured, cradling her face. Her response was to kiss me deeply. I fell into it without protest, my cock painfully hard and desperate to burrow inside her.

Church’s warm hand wrapped around my dick, and he guided it into her heat. I let out a soft moan against her lips as I buried myself inside her again.

Fuck, she felt so good.

I thrust upward into her, making her gasp against my lips.

Church let me have the moment for a long beat before I slowed to a stop so he could join.

“This is going to hurt,” Church called out thickly while he nudged his cock along mine in an attempt to join me inside her.

Her breathing picked up, her nails digging into my chest.

“Breathe,” Ashes instructed softly.

“Easy, baby,” I murmured, my hands on her hips. “Let Church in. Relax. It’s going to hurt, but then it’s going to feel so fucking good. We want to fuck away all your ugly memories.”

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