Page 58 of Savage Little Queen

“It’s OK,” he whispered.

“Vin. . .” My throat tightened, and I pulled free from his ass.

He said nothing as he stayed in his position. I leaned down and pressed a kiss to his ass cheek.

“I fucked up. I shouldn’t have been so rough. What can I do?” I murmured.

“I’m a fucking mess,” he muttered, his voice laced with exhaustion.

I said nothing for a moment before I leaned down and kissed his other ass cheek, slowly trailing the kisses to his crack.Carefully, I rolled him onto his back, got between his legs and took in the mess on his stomach and cock.

His dark eyes wavered as he stared up at me.

I always made a mess of shit.

I went down and licked along the path of his abdominal muscles, swallowing his release and cleaning him. He drew in a hiss as I made my way to his cock where I sucked it into my mouth, taking care to take it easy with him.

He released a soft groan and let his head fall back to the grass, his breathing ragged while I continued my work on his dick.

He thrust upward gently into my mouth, his cock hitting the back of my throat on repeat. I sucked harder, earning that groan from him I adored so fucking much.

Within moments, he was filling my mouth with his release, his entire body quaking and his fingers knotted in my hair as he fucked up into my mouth.

I swallowed him down and released his softening dick from my mouth before I moved lower and kissed his balls. I licked up his cock once more before kissing my way back to his lips.

When his lips met mine, we both lost it, the kiss so deep and soul-penetrating that I wasn’t sure we’d ever break free of it. His hand drifted to my cock and he jerked me in rhythm to our deep, frantic kissing.

We fought for the lead, but eventually, he let me take it as I fucked his fist.

And when I came, he swallowed down that groan for me too.

We broke the kiss off, and he removed his hand from my dick. I watched with parted lips as he brought his hand to his mouth and licked my come from his fingers.

“You’re dirty, Vin,” I whispered, more than turned on.

He gave me a dashing smile before I kissed him again, once again lost in him, my anger ebbing away.

At some point, the kissing ended, and we just held one another beneath that tree. It had been silent for so long, I felt like I needed to speak. I needed to get these words free of my body so I could breathe again.

“I fucking love her, Vin. I love her. I love those babies. I don’t want her to love someone more than me. I don’t want to lose her again. I’m doing everything I can possibly do to keep shit together, but I-I’m breaking. I want to save her.” I breathed out as Vin listened to me. “I saw the way he fucked her. The way she looked when she chose him. I-I don’t want to be forgotten. It’s easier to focus on saving her than it is on loving her because I’m terrified of being forgotten.” My body trembled with my words. It was true though. I was OK sharing her with Vin and Dom. Even Fallon, though I wanted to punch him more than welcome him, but Drake? Watching them tonight had gutted me. It took all I had not to leave that room. Seeing them together. . .

Fuck.

“She loves you, Levin,” he murmured. “B’s heart is big enough to love us all. She’s our girl.Ours.She was ours first. She’ll be ours last. You know that. We aren’t going anywhere. Neither is she. Try to see past your fears and see how fucking amazing this life could be with us all. Please? Do it for her. For Dom. For yourself. Fuck, man. Do it for me.”

I stared into his dark eyes.

“I’d do anything for you, Vin. All of you.”

“Then do this. Please. I’m begging you to smile. To love. To go to her and tell her everything you told me so you can hear it from her. You’ve barely said two words to her since we got here. And you’re going to leave soon. . .” his voice trailed off and he looked away, his Adam’s apple bobbing.

“I’m leaving to save us,” I whispered, cradling his cheek and drawing his attention back to me. “Not to run. Smiling doesn’t fix everything, Vin.”

“I know,” he choked out, sniffling. “I’m an optimist. Sue me.”

His tears dampened my hand.

“You’re a beautiful soul, Vin. I’ll talk to her, OK? I promise. Tomorrow. I-I’ll try harder.”

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