Page 43 of Ashes

I unzipped my pants and stroked my cock as I stared down at her. She continued to look at the ceiling.

Something came over me. The desire to fuck her like this. To make her remember me. To make her scream my name again. To force her to just fucking come back to me.

I ran my cock along her pussy, collecting her release on the head.

I exhaled, my eyes fixed on her pretty face.

I pushed deep into her heat.

Her breath hitched, her eyes wavering.

Yes. Fuck yes.

I forced my way in until I was buried completely inside her. I loomed over her body, kissing her lips and neck, my thrusts into her pussy perfectly timed.

Faster. Faster. Her body jostled beneath mine as I fucked her. Made love to her. Desperate to bring her back to me.

“Come on, specter,” I choked out, staring down at her lifeless body. “Baby, please. Come back. Please, fucking don’t leave me.”

Oh God, she was so fucking tight.

I sighed, relishing in her heat. Fuck was I desperate.

“Specter. Baby. Come on. Come back to me,” I rasped before kissing her again.

Fucking nothing.

No. No. NO!

I thrust harder into her, fucking her rough and fast, my anger at the world taking over. I knew if she was in her right mind, she’d cry for me because I wasn’t being gentle. The slapping of our skin met my ears along with my harsh breathing and her soft gasps.

“You don’t get to fucking leave me,” I said, my eyes burning as tears slipped past my lashes and onto her pale cheeks. “I’m not letting you leave me, Sirena.”

My release came to a head, making me groan softly. I pulled out of her and came on her pussy, biting her breast and marking her as I unloaded myself on her core, knowing I’d gotten her off too by the way she shuddered beneath me.

I balanced my body over hers for a moment before I sat up and stared down at the mess I’d made, my come glistening on her slit and thighs.

I reached out and rubbed it into her skin, sliding my fingers through the mess and pushing some of it back into her. I didn’t clean her. I simply pulled her panties up so a bit of me could seep into her skin the way she’d seeped into my soul.

Within moments, I had her clothed and covered and my dick put away.

The orgasm had been one of the best in my entire life. I should’ve felt guilty, but all I felt was sorrow.

Sorrow that I couldn’t bring her back. She was still staring at the ceiling.

“You’re gone, aren’t you?” I whispered, caressing her cheek. “You fucking left me, didn’t you?” I bit back a sob. “Everyone leaves me. But you know what, specter?”

I leaned in and put my lips to her ear, my tears falling into her hair. “I’m never leaving you. You are my love. Myfucking obsession. And the next time you leave me, we’ll go in body bags together. I fucking promise you.”

I pressed my lips to hers in a hard, deep kiss before breaking it off, my heart heavy and filled with agony before I forced myself away from her so I could leave.

When I got to the door, I unlocked it and pushed the chair aside before I paused and looked back at her.

“Just scream my name again, specter. Then I’ll know. I’ll know you’re ready to come home to me.”

And with that, I opened the door and stepped through it, leaving a piece of my heart behind for her to take care of.

SETH

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