Page 66 of Depraved Desires

Aspen’s green eyes stared back at me in my imagination, making bile rise to the back of my throat. This made me feel like a sick fuck. This went against everything I’d always believed in. But no one would know.

My teeth sunk into my lower lip as I remembered what it felt like to put my fingers inside her. How her juices drenched my hand, making me almost lose my shit completely. It wasn’t easy. Not with everything I’d gone through as a kid, but the guys were with me, and knowing that somehow grounded me. I remember the way her pulse thrummed beneath my hand as I finger-fucked her, making her cry out. I started stroking myself harder from the memory, my abdomen already tightening with excitement.

If her pussy could squeeze my fingers that tightly, imagine what it would do my dick. A groan rippled from my throat at the mere thought of her on top of me. I hated her, but fuck she was sexy. In another world, I’d give in to her. In another world, she would slide up and down my cock giving me exactly what I craved—what webothcraved. The feeling inside my stomach intensified until my balls were tightening up, giving me one last warning. Her fingers would bite into my shoulders as she circled her hips on top of me, milking me for all I was worth. Her skin would be flushed just like it always was when we took from her. She’d moanmyfucking name, and that would be my undoing. Just like it was now. Spurts of white liquid shot out of me, drenching my thighs and abdomen.

“Fuck,” I groaned. But then reality came crashing down all around me. “Fuck!”

The cafeteria was jam-packed today with noise flooding the building. It was just me and Hunter at lunch since Myles was still with Aspen until later, and Collin was in bed. My mind was still spinning from what I’d done earlier mere hours before lunch had rolled around. I needed to get on some medication or something. This couldn’t be normal.

“You good, man?” Hunter asked from beside me. “You’ve been glaring at your food for the last ten minutes.”

“Never better,” I replied bitterly.

Usually when I jerked off, I did it to the mere sensation of it. I never thought about a girl when it happened. This was a first for me, and I wasn’t sure how to feel about it.

It was the hardest you ever came, though.

My molars ground together at that revelation. Now, Myles had her walking around naked. How the hell was I supposed to concentrate with her like that?

Sighing, I returned my attention to the lasagna on my tray and scooped up my fork. Hunter watched me with skeptical, brown eyes as I cut off a piece and shoved it in my mouth, chewing aggressively.

“I need to get fucked up,” I grumbled. Maybe then, my mind wouldn’t torment me as much.

A smirk twisted the corners of Hunter’s mouth and his eyes flashed with excitement. “I can arrange that.” He took a swig of his Gatorade before screwing the cap back on and placing it down on the table. “How fucked up you trying to be?”

“So fucked up that I can’t think straight.”

“Fuck yeah. We have a meeting with Jessica and her bitches and then we can party.”

My eyes rolled of their own accord. I hated that I’d been roped into this party planning bullshit with those fucking snobby bitches. I’d rather gauge out my own eyes than be stuck with them for hours on end.

Blowing out a breath, I swiped a hand through my hair in frustration. “Fine,” I agreed. “Do you still have access to that old cabin we all went to a couple years ago?” Hunter bought a cabin our sophomore year where we all partied and hung out, just the four of us. It was a one-time thing because we were all so busy and Collin was taking his academics a lot more seriously back then and never wanted to leave campus.

A smile stretched across his face. “Yeah. I’ve actually been planning on going there soon, just to get away and clear my head.” The cabin only had three bedrooms, but it was nice. There was a hot tub and even a pool out back.

“Good. We leave tonight.”

Our meeting with the bitches wasn’t too bad. We met up, leaving Aspen with Collin, and went over a theme for the party as well as what games and food items we’d be supplying. The girls ended up deciding on a winter princess theme, much to our dismay, and even decided on what snacks there would be. At this point, I wasn’t even sure what they needed us for.

Afterwards, Hunter retrieved Aspen from Collin’s room and gave her a shirt to wear at my request. I couldn’t exactly have her going out in public with no clothes on. Once Hunter was doneretrieving the drugs and alcohol, which he probably had stashed in his bedroom, he helped Aspen into his car and climbed in beside her.

I tossed my bag into the back of my truck and climbed in with Collin sliding in on the passenger side. I wasn’t about to let him drive himself when he still needed help getting around. Maybe this mini getaway would be good for him.

“You good?” I asked, turning to face him.

He winced but nodded. “I’ll be fine. It doesn’t hurt as bad as it did yesterday. Thanks to the pain pills the doctor prescribed.”

I had half a mind to backhand Aspen for that little stunt. She knew he’d fucked up his ribs and went straight for them. Little cunt. Collin was the last person who deserved her wrath. He didn’t want any of this and tried to talk us out of it at every turn.

I switched gears and whipped out of the parking lot after starting my vehicle. It wasn’t a long drive to the cabin. It was about an hour from here and happened to be in the middle of nowhere. We had to stop somewhere first, though.

The long road stretched for miles as we traveled. Collin had drifted off to sleep shortly after we left campus, which was fine by me. I wasn’t much of a talker anyways and he liked to ramble. The trees zipped past us in a blur, and it stayed that way until we reached a small grocery store on the edge of town. Pulling into the lot, I parked near the front. Since we were so far away from civilization, there weren’t many people here if the three other cars aside from mine was any indication.

I grabbed my keys, stepped out of the truck, and locked it with my friend still inside. The gravel crunched beneath my shoes as I made my way to the entrance and slipped through the double doors. My gaze raked around the building, noting the assortment of aisles and sections that the store possessed. It was surprising given how small this place was—you wouldn’tthink they received a lot of business being out in the middle of nowhere and whatnot.

I grabbed a cart and made my way down the snack aisle. I grabbed some chips, dip, donuts, and cookies before moving onto the main food we’d be needing. Such as eggs, bacon, hamburger meat, buns, condiments, and things of that nature. Lastly, I grabbed a few two-liters and a few boxes of canned soda, throwing them in the cart with the rest.

After ringing everything up, I put the groceries in the backseat before hopping back in my truck and starting the engine again. Light snores escaped Collin as he rested his head against the window, making a small smile tug at my lips. At least he’d be well rested for tonight.

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