Page 80 of Merry with Me

“Fuck,” he rumbles.

I make quick work of removing my bra and panties. I step closer, and he widens his legs for me. His large hands grip my hips as he stares into my eyes. It’s the look, the one I’ve been waiting for.

“I can’t believe you’re really mine,” he whispers.

“I’m yours.” I climb up on the bed and straddle his lap. I’m nervous, but I’m not scared. I know he’s got me. I know deep in my soul that this man will always be by my side.

With one hand on my back to hold me close, the other slides between us, and he traces his thumb over my clit. “Look at you. Is all this for me?”

“Only you.”

When he lifts his thumb to his mouth, I fist his cock, stroking him. “I’m on birth control.”

“It’s been four years—longer, in fact, by a few months—since I’ve touched a woman.”

“I don’t want anything between us.” He’s my first and my only.

“I’m a selfish bastard, baby. I want you as close to me as possible, but I’m warning you now, I’ve never had unprotected sex. I’ve never not wrapped up, so the chances are high that I’m going to become addicted to your sweet pussy.”

My face heats from his words. “I thought you were already addicted.”

“Oh, I am, but this time it will be my cock that’s addicted too.”

“Maybe we should test that theory.” Rising onto my knees, I position his cock at my entrance and slowly sink down on him. When he’s halfway in, I know I need to just do it, so I drop all the way. When I cry out and bury my face in his neck, he stiffens.

“Baby?”

“I’m okay,” I whisper.

“Blake, talk to me.”

The pain starts to ease, and finally, I lift my head and meet his concerned eyes.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because it’s my choice. I didn’t want you to talk me out of it. You have my heart, and now you have another piece of me that no one else ever will.”

He kisses me hard, his teeth nipping at my lips. I meet him stroke for stroke, and with each second that passes, my body adjusts to him inside of me. When he pulls back, we’re both searching for air. His palms rest on my cheeks, and he holds my stare.

“I guess that’s only fair since you’ll have something of mine that no one else will ever have too.”

“Yeah? What’s that?” I ask, too dazed from the kiss and the feeling of his cock buried deep inside me to understand what he’s trying to say.

“My last name.”

I suck in a breath as tears well in my eyes. I love this man.

“I guess you’ll have a few somethings that only you get. Depends on how many kids you want. I know you have a big family.”

“Kids? You want babies with me?” I ask.

He chuckles. “Everything, Blake. I want it all. Only with you.”

“Let’s start with two and see where that gets us.”

“Now?”

I laugh. “No, not now. Right now, you’re about to show me what the fuss is all about.” I rock my hips. It was meant to tease him, but I’m the one who moans in pleasure. “Shit.”

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