Page 13 of Five Summers

“Well, don’t expect me to fuck you later than.”

“I’ll pass, thanks.”

“You didn’t tell me that yesterday.”

“That was yesterday. Things change.” The effects of the joint start to hit and I feel my body relaxing.

“We’ll still have fun, won’t we, Ace?” Jade says, shifting in the seat, wrapping her arms around him from behind.

“Yeah, we will,” he says, glancing at Jade through the rearview mirror before shifting his focus to me. “Are you sure you don’t want any?”

“Nah, I'm good, thanks.”

Ace brings the vehicle to a halt on the side of the street, directly in front of an empty lot.

“What are you doing?” I ask.

“Let Jade in the front,” Ace says.

“What the hell, man,” I add, popping open the passenger's side door, fully aware of what's about to happen.

“If you're not gonna join, she might as well start now.”

“I'm not sticking around to see that shit, I'm outta here.”

“That hasn't stopped you in the past. You always join in. What's up with you, dude?”

I don't even bother giving him a response, I just slam the car door. Lately, I've been asking myself that same question.

I head towards the rear of the car and lean against it. Pulling out my phone, I absentmindedly scroll, attempting to distract myself. It’s not that I haven’t seen Ace receiving a blowjob before; in fact, I’ve even fucked her from behind while she was doing it. However, for some reason, today I simply don’t feel like participating.

Although I cannot see inside the car, I can hear every detail through the open windows. Typically, my body would respond to the wet sounds coming from Jade’s mouth, and I would feel a sudden urge to participate. But my dick must be taking a nap today because those noises aren’t doing anything.

“Deeper,” Ace demands, and I hear the sounds of Jade gagging.

A few minutes pass.

“Swallow it,” Ace says, grunting in pleasure. “That’s it. Good girl.”

Knowing the routine all too well, I swiftly stashed my phone in my pocket. My friend and I share similar desires - we simply seek to gratify ourselves. Honestly, we don’t truly prioritize the need to pleasure chicks, as long as we attain our own satisfaction. We avoid lingering because the girls tend to become overly attached, just like Savannah was today. Hence, for the time being, Ace will maintain his distance from Jade.

I circle back to the passenger’s seat and open the door.

Jade sits up, wipes her mouth with the back of her hand, and grins like she just saved the whole fucking universe.

“Thanks,” Ace says, as he tucks his cock back into his pants. “You live somewhere around here, don’t you?”

Jade’s eyebrows furrow. “Yeah, why?”

“We need to practice. I can drop you home.”

Her eyes fixate on him before I notice a flicker of annoyance pass over her expression. “Are you seriously kidding me?” she mutters under her breath. “You complete jerk!” She leans over, retrieves her bag from the back seat, and swiftly exits the vehicle.

Without any hesitation, I hop back into the passenger’s seat.

Ace steps on the gas pedal and merges back into traffic.

That’s simply our way of doing things. We have absolutely no concern for anyone else. After enduring years of mistreatment and being consistently made to feel insignificant, it becomes ingrained in us to detach ourselves from the emotions of others.

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