Page 41 of Pandion

“Can you?” On a whim, he made himself add, “Please?”

Satoru was still staring at him, but his expression changed from confident annoyance to confusion and further on to mounting frustration.

“Are you fucking with me?”

“No. I want you to fuck me.” It felt horribly embarrassing to say out loud, but in this context, the humiliation only made it sweeter. “Please fuck me.” No one was forcing him to say it, but it felt forced, if not outright involuntary. It was admittedly much easier to get carried away in some of the previous, more uninhibited circumstances, but having to struggle to voice his urges didn’t feel too bad. There was a very distinct, sharp flavour to this.

Satoru bit his lip. “Shit, I thought I’d dreamed up this bit.”

“I’m getting hard just thinking about it. Do me. You can be as rough as you’d like. You were holding back before, but it’s OK, I love it rough. I love it when you thrust—”

“That’s enough!” Satoru leapt forward and covered Kagesawa’s mouth with his hand. “I didn’t think you’d be this talkative without the, uh… shit, you’re really hard? Already?”

“It is admittedly more challenging this way.” Kagesawa couldn’t remember having a compulsion to debase himself in any of his previous relationships. Something about the combination of watching Satoru react to it, feeling humiliated and the prospect of an ample reward of physical pleasure made it more exhilarating than usual. “Could you at least rub me off, please?”

Satoru sitting on top of him made it worse, or better, whichever way he looked at it. “Do you want me to beg? I’ll beg for it.” It was his own suggestion, yet he blushed. This was ridiculous. He wanted to kiss Satoru so much it hurt.

“I didn’t think I’d be all that into this but could you? I kinda want to hear it.” Satoru grinned.

“Please. Please, at least kiss me.” Kagesawa reached for Satoru with his hands trembling. When Satoru lowered down close enough to allow a kiss, Kagesawa tried to bite his lips.

“No biting.”

“Huh? Why not? But I want to… please?”

“No biting. And no tongue. Yet.” The restrictions were frustrating, but Satoru pressing him down by the wrists with his whole weight was anything but.

“You’re going to obey me?” He seemed surprised. Kagesawa nodded. “Good. I’ll reward you if you’re a good boy.”

That was certainly something, Harumine thought. He lay in bed, still catching his breath. Kagesawa lay next to him on his side with his face right by Harumine’s ear. His breath was steady but warm.

“You can do that to me anytime.” Kagesawa had said it before, but this time he sounded delirious.

“Shut up. I already did it twice.”

“Third time’s the charm?”

“Give me a break.”

“Is five minutes enough?” Kagesawa’s lips were tickling Harumine’s earlobe. It made him shiver.

“How are you like this? How does it not start hurting after all that?”

“You’re being gentle with me. I can tell.” Kagesawa snuggled closer. “That and the copious amount of lube helps.” He laughed.

Harumine groaned. “You really want me to go harder? Don’t you have any sense of self-preservation?”

“Could you?”

“Stop that.”

“Please?”

“Did you break when you yanked off your port? Is this what’ll happen to me a month from now?”

“Don’t worry, I was broken long before any of that.” Kagesawa inched closer. “If it’s truly annoying you, I’ll stop, but”I want you to hold me down, *** your **** **** against me, into me, feel every inch of my skin with your fingers—

Haruminecovered Kagesawa’s mouth again before realising how useless it was. Kagesawa nibbled on the fingers so conveniently offered to him and continued almost seamlessly,your tongue and your lips, bite me and make me yearn for more, use me until I’m spent and breathless, fill me up to the brim, and make me beg for you to stop—

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