“That’s my girl. Now I want you to come all over my cock…” He grinds up hard and deep, until I cry out from the disparate sensations whipping through me. He’s hitting all my trigger points but doing it so roughly that it’s as painful as it is blissful. But before I can say anything, the first shockwaves of pleasure begin exploding out. Slow at first and then hitting me like a blast of gunfire. I might have screamed, but I’m not sure. All I know is pleasure and pain mixed with desperation and need.
“Oh-fuck-oh-fuck-oh-fuck.” I whimper the last part as he slams into me one last time, his roar much louder than mine.
My heart is beating so hard I can hear it, Anders still pulsing inside of me.
“Anders…” My legs give out just as he pulls out and he scoops me up in his arms.
“I’ve got you, baby.” He carries me over to the bed and we curl up together. “You okay?”
“Mm. Yes. Wonderful. That was…awesome.”
“Wasn’t sure you’d like it that rough.”
“I loved it.”
He kisses me. “I figure what we do tonight has to last us just over a month, so it needs to be memorable.”
“You say that like everything we’ve done hasn’t been memorable.”
“I appreciate that, but I want to take things to the next level in bed.”
“There’s a level above what we just did? That won’t kill us?”
“There are a few levels beyond what we just did.”
“You mean, butt stuff?”
“Butt stuff. Restraints. Toys.”
“Sounds intriguing, though butt stuff makes me nervous.”
“We don’t have to do everything or even any of it. But I think you’ll like ass play.”
“Save that for Thanksgiving?”
“We can wait until you’re ready. You just let me know.” He gently kisses me, the intensity of our lovemaking now softer, romantic…loving.
“Thank you for putting up with my parents tonight.”
“Honestly, they were great once your dad got done letting me know he doesn’t want me to hurt you.”
“They’re usually very chill.” I pause. “But I guess I’ve never brought a guy home before. They met Seth at school during parents’ weekend, but it wasn’t a serious thing at that point.”
“I understand where your dad is coming from, but it’s also a little insulting. I just hope I’ve put his fears to rest.”
“He’s never done this before.”
“Well, I understand that you’re a little naïve in the grand scheme of life. At least when it comes to dating. So he was worried. That part makes sense.”
“Do you think I’m naïve?”
“A little. Not in a bad way, though. You’ve been focused on your education the same way I’m focused on hockey. I’m to a point in my career where I still have to work hard physically, but the game and everything that goes with it is second nature. You’re still learning the ropes in yours.”
“I feel so young sometimes,” I say. “Like all I’ve done is school-related.”
“You’ve missed out on some things, but you were doing other things. Important things. Don’t minimize your intellect and education—that’s impressive and one of many things I love about you. And the fact that you’re exploring your sexuality with me is a huge turn-on.”
“Is it? You don’t wish I was more experienced so I would know how to please you more?”