He shakes his head, "Truth is, I am not sure why I mentioned it."
He rolls his shoulders, then settles deeper into the chair, "It felt like it was best to be upfront with you, considering?—"
"Considering?" I prompt.
"You’re coming home to meet my family, and if it did come up in conversation, I didn’t want you to be surprised."
"Your family knows about it?"
He stares back.
"My mother is aware, yes..."
"Oh." I swallow, "And your father?"
"He died when I was sixteen."
Right.
"Heart attack."
My throat closes. Why is he sharing his past with me? What does it mean?Nothing.It means nothing at all. We're having a conversation, that's all it is. "Is that why you became a heart-surgeon?"
"Among other things." His features close.
Right. That sharing part? Guess I spoke too soon.
"My parents are retired and in Spain." I shuffle my feet. "I'd visit them more often, but they are happy in each other's company. They had me late, you see. I don't think they were prepared for how a child would turn their lives upside down. I mean, they never shirked their duties. Just... I think they were happy when I left home."
He scowls, "You miss them?"
"Sometimes." I raise my shoulders.
"You don't want to spend Christmas with them?"
"They uh, don't care either way, and this year... Well, I wanted some downtime, know what I mean?" I peer up into his face.
"You're spending Christmas with my family, so you won't be alone," he declares.
I frown. Am I that transparent that he'd guessed that I didn't particularly want to be alone through Christmas?
"Careful," I warn him, "or I'll begin to think that you are being nice to me."
"And what? Is it Christmas?" He smirks.
I stare, "You made a joke? Wow!" I clutch my chest, "It’s a Christmas miracle."
"Don't get your hopes up." He firms his lips, "My family isn't the easiest to get along with."
"What family is?" I pull my hair over my shoulder.
"Now who's being nice?" He chuckles.
"Not me." I tip up my chin.
"Liar." His gaze grows intense.
I swallow, glance away. Shit, this is...getting... Uh, more emotional than I’d expected. "Your family," I prompt. "What did they say when they found out about your, uh, escapades?"No, I don't want to talk about his sex tape, but damn if I don't want to know more about him.