Setting the phone facedown on the counter, she shakes her head.
I sigh, but it comes out like a groan.
“So…good for you for getting some play. Damn, though, I would have thought you’d pick someone…” She pauses. “Um, a little more disposable.”
“I wasn’t trying to get laid,” I say.
She raises an eyebrow. The coffeemaker beeps. Marisa serves up two mugs, then carries them to the couch. I follow, feeling like a lamb being led to slaughter.
“What did Jo say?” I ask.
Marisa cradles her coffee. “That you ran into Jake with one of his groupies.”
I wish I could laugh about this, but a barbed hook just dug into my heart.
“And that you spent the night in the back of Colby’s truck.”
The heat of a shameful blush erupts on my neck.
“Also that he couldn’t keep his hands off you all weekend.”
Is that true? I try to think back, but everything’s fuzzy. Maybe more coffee will help.
“So what’s going on between you? I mean, he’s a hot slice of heaven pie, but Anya, he’s a player.”
“I know.” I gaze into my coffee, wishing I could dive into its murky depths and hide until I no longer remember Colby’s sensual voice in my ear. “I knew it was a bad idea. After seeing Jake with someone else, though, I don’t know…”
“I do,” Marisa says teasingly. She lifts an eyebrow. “Was it good?”
I inhale a slow breath, making sure I don’t trip on any memories of justhowgood everything felt with him. “Yes,” I manage.
“I’m sorry,” she says. “I thought he’d have more sense.”
“What do you mean?” I ask, my voice harsh.
“He should know your head’s not in the right place. You’re not a casual gal. You had just seen your ex with a new fuck buddy. He took advantage of you.”
I think about this. Did he? Or was it the other way around?
She sips her coffee and sighs. “So, what now? I mean, you have that big climb with him in two months.”
My phone chirps from the counter. A breath clamps down in my throat, and I lock eyes with Marisa. She jumps up to grab my phone.
“It’s him,” she says, extending the phone.
I set my coffee down and curl into the couch. “Should I answer it?”
“I wouldn’t,” she says. “He blew you off. Who’s to say he didn’t have someone else lined up last night?”
“Ugh,” I groan as my insides twist sharply.
“Sorry,” Marisa says.
I swipe the screen and bring the phone to my ear, which is being slammed by my thumping pulse.
“Anya?” Colby’s voice rings out. I try to decide if he sounds different, but it’s the same carefree tone he always uses.
“Hey,” I say.