Page 30 of Room One Hundred and Nineteen: Watching Her

“A little… you guys want to watch.”

“Watch.” His lips twitched. “Something like that.”

“Okay,” I breathed. There wasn’t much I wouldn’t agree to in that moment. His warm forehead pressed against mine.

“Would you prefer us to walk you through it? Step by step or tell you what we were thinking before we do it in case you don’t like what we want?” I took a moment to think about his question, thankful he was putting it out there.

Ever since getting married for the wrong reasons, I’d tried to plan every aspect of my life. After my divorce, planning and being in control was a necessity.

“I think…” The air felt thick around us. I knew without glancing over my shoulder that my other two guys were staring, watching everything, listening. “Step by step. I want…”Be brave,I reminded myself. I needed to ask for what I wanted, and I was safe around Miles, Rick, and Josh to do that. “Take what you want. I want you, the three of you, to tell me what to do and what you want tonight. I think…”

“What, gorgeous?”

“I think I need that,” I confessed. Rick’s nose flared, and he swallowed.

“We can do that.” He smirked, almost arrogantly yet in the sexiest way possible. “Two more questions before we start.” His tone was serious, the he glanced at the two other guys while I waited. The air around us shifted, and I felt them behind me. Josh and Miles kneeled in front of me.

“Okay,” I said out loud, unable to hide the nerves in my voice.

“Is there anything off limits tonight?”

“Off limits?” I asked, not sure of what they meant.

“There are three of us and one of you, pretty lady,” Miles said, his hand stroking my knee while Josh’s hand covered the other.

“I know that,” I whispered. Their hands slowly started to creep up my thighs.

“He’s asking if you have taken anyone in every one of your holes.”

“My hole—" My face flamed brightly. They meant my ass. I shook my head. “I didn’t have a lot of, umm, experience before my ex, and he never wanted to, umm… do that.”

“He didn’t want to—" Rick’s voice drifted to nothing. “But you did?” I nodded. They shot glances at one another. “The asshole was seriously an idiot,” he muttered, and Josh squeezed my knee.

“Tonight, is that something you would want to try?”

“Yes,” I answered boldly because it was true. I wanted that. I wanted everything they could come up with. Miles’ nose flared, and I felt the three of them nod before Josh and Miles stood up slowly until the two men towered over us.

My thighs pressed together. I could feel the heat and wetness at my core. I wanted tonight more than anything. I was always making sure everyone else was okay. Tonight was going to be for me. I knew they might be talking about more, but all my mind and heart could wrap themselves around was the possibility of what the night had in store.

My eyes connected with Rick’s, and that’s when I felt it. His big, calloused palm slowly crept up my thigh. There was only thing I could do then. I opened my legs a little, silently giving him permission for so much more, and when I did that, I let go of the worry, too.

I was in good hands.The best.

9

RICK

“Last question, gorgeous.”

“Okay,” she sighed, her eyes hooded as I stroked her thigh.

“You’re on the pill,” I brought up. It wasn’t a question but a fact. We’d gone through her medical history at work. It was fucking wrong on so many levels, but we’d needed information to get her into Club Sin as our guest.

“I am,” she confirmed.

“We’re clean,” I shared. I didn’t have to ask if she took it like she should. “This is completely up to you. Bare or condom?” The room was so fucking quiet we could have heard a pin drop.

“Bare,” she answered clearly, and my cock twitched. I looked just above her head and nodded. We had the answer we needed.

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