Page 85 of Beast: Part Two

He backs away, placing space between us.

“I don’t have this under control. I don’t even know what it is. I could snap and—”

I was done with the excuses. I was done begging this man to choose me. He had valid points. We didn’t know what his diagnosis meant or what all it would require. However, all I need him to understand and accept is that no matter what, we face it together. I needed him to know that even though the world would be difficult, as long as he was willing to stay, I’d face the difficulty with him.

Turning away from him, I head to the door. I didn’t need to further this conversation. It was yes or no. His inability to answer was answer enough. I make it all the way to the door before his voice stops me.

“I’ll stay,” he shouts desperately.

I turn to face him to find tears streaming down his face.

He takes a step toward me. “I’ll stay despite my madness and the voices. Even when the world gets so dark I can’t see any light, or when everything inside me begs me to leave, I’ll remain. I will stay by your side until you take your last breath, and even then, I will follow you into the abyss.” He stops in front of me and cups my face in his large hands. “Baby, I will stay for you.”

My heart knocks against my chest as tears spill down my cheeks. I lift on my tiptoes and place my lips to his. His mouth opens immediately and allows my tongue to dive inside. Our kiss is needy, reckless, almost violent in our desperation to show how much we need each other.

“I love you,” I moan against his mouth.

He grabs the back of my thighs and lifts me off my feet. I wrap my legs around his waist. He pins me to the door behind me. When he pulls back and stares down at me, there is darkness in his gaze. But this darkness doesn’t scare me. It excites me. It tells me I’m in for a long night.

He grabs the collar of my shirt with one hand and tugs it, ripping it off my body in tattered shards. My breasts fall free. He lowers his head and suctions his mouth around my right nipple. I hiss as I arch my back pushing more of my breast into his mouth. My nipple feels a bit sensitive, but I enjoy the ache.

He snakes his tongue from my breast up my chest, to my neck where he bites softly at the flesh before placing his lips back on mine and pushing his tongue into my mouth.

I dig my nails into the hair at the back of his neck. He carries me over to the bed and gently lays me down. When he lifts hisbody from mine, he stares down at me. He grabs the waist band of my yoga pants and tugs them down to my hips along with my panties. I lift up so he can drag them down my legs until he tosses them to the floor.

Gabriel spreads my legs into a wide v. He runs a hand through my pussy lips smearing my wetness over my nub. He watches his fingers separate me as if he’s watching his favorite movie.

“Ooh, yes,” I moan as he slowly strokes my sensitive clit.

Removing his fingers, he then places them in his mouth, sucking my essence off. Once he’s cleaned his digits, he lets spit dribble from his lips onto my mound. He then inserts his finger into my warmth using a scissoring motion. Flipping them around, he motions in a come here gesture while his thumb circles my bud.

My eyes roll to the back of my head as pure pleasure has my limbs tingling. I can feel my orgasm fast approaching. My body starts to shake.

“Keep those legs open,” He demands. His green eyes never looking away from where his fingers are making magic.

“Gabriel,” I cry out when my orgasm crashes. My body convulses, feeling as if is malfunctioning.

He pulls his fingers out of me and then unbuckles his jeans. I sit up in the bed, ready to place his length in my mouth. He shoves his pants and boxers down to his ankles. Getting up on my knees, I wrap my hand around his large erection. Returning the favor, I spit on the head of his cock before using my hand to rub it into his length getting it wet. Before I could put it in my mouth, he gives me different orders.

“On your back, head off the side of the bed.”

I obey his command, flipping around. Once I’m in place, he pinches my chin and tilts my head back. I open my mouth as he places his dick inside. At this angle, I can manage to get more of him down my throat. He pushes in until his balls brushagainst my chin. I choke, causing my eyes to water. He pulls out, allowing me to breathe.

“Relax your throat,” he suggests. “Let me touch your tonsils.”

Like the obedient freak I am for him, I do as he says. He pushes into my mouth so deep I fight to breathe.

“Through your nose,” he advises.

Again, I listen to his command, and it becomes much easier. Gabriel rolls his hips as he pushes his length in and out of my mouth. He tosses his head back and moans.

Seeing how good I’m making him feel and hearing him moan has my thighs rubbing together, I move my hand down my stomach toward the apex of my legs. I find my nub slippery wet with my essence. I twirl my fingers around it. Even though it’s sensitive from the last orgasm I had, I don’t stop.

Suddenly, my hands are knocked away.

Gabriel’s fingers replace mine as he continues to fuck my face. He plays with my clit, making it harder as I get close to coming again.

I moan around his cock when he slips a finger inside me. The sounds my pussy is making should be embarrassing. But it feels too good for me to care. He pulls his digits out and pinches my clit. I shoot off to Mars. This time, I scream as the orgasm shakes me to the core. I don’t even know when he took his dick out of my mouth. Once I come down after my second orgasm, Gabriel grabs the back of my neck and lifts me up.

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