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Her channel was already slick from my release, but it’s getting wetter while I play with her. Crooking my fingers to rub her g-spot, I use my other hand to hold her thighs open because her muscles are tensed, resisting the heightened sensations.

“Relax for me, don’t fight it.”

“Jackson, I can’t it’s too much,” she breathes heavily.

“Yes, you can. Let go, for me. I’ve got you.” Her eyes find mine and I feel her body give in as her knees fall open.

“Oh, fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck…” Her walls clamp around my fingers and she cums hard, her juices soaking my hand and the sheets. I’m staring at her pussy in amazement as her torso falls back against the bed and she catches her breath.

I want to do that again.

Chapter Forty

Natalie

He wants a baby with me. Not because we made a mistake and are making the best of it, but on purpose with full intent, he wants my baby.

It’s all I’ve been able to think about all morning.

After our incredible re-sexification, we got in the bath and now we’re in the kitchen eating lunch and I’m still tongue-tied about the whole baby thing.

“I ordered these back when I ordered Dec’s birthday presents,” Jackson says from the hallway, holding two small boxes. “I hoped if I had them, then you’d reconsider your decision.”

I grab the box that he offers me, inspecting it carefully. It’s a DNA kit.

“I don’t know, Jackson. What if there are more kids out there like Dec? What if my biological father left his mark on the world and I can’t do anything to fix it.”

“If he did, and you have siblings out there, then it’s not your job to save them.”

I look at him dumbly, but he holds up his hands to stop my comment before I can make it.

“I know you would want to help them, but I’m saying that it’s not your fault. You didn’t deserve to be abandoned just as muchas they don’t. Anyone you find, if they’re out there, we’ll help. If you choose to connect with them then I’ll be here every step of the way.”

Every step of the way. He’s not backing out, he’s not running from the challenge of whatever my insane life might bring. He’s standing his ground.

“Okay,” I respond, quietly.

“Just think about it. You don’t have to do it right now.”

“I said okay. As long as you do it with me.”

He looks stunned as if he wasn’t sure he heard me correctly. “Okay? Just like that?”

“Yeah.” I smile softly at him and he slinks closer to me, brushing the loose hair behind my ear. His deep honey eyes assess me affectionately, making my heart thump harder as he holds my cheek in his hand. He opens his mouth to say something but my phone rings, making me jump.

“It’s Dec’s school,” I tell him as I answer. He watches closely as I listen to the other end of the line.

“No, I’ll be right there. Don’t let him out of your sight.” I end the call and run to my room to get shoes with Jackson’s hot on my heels. “He’s there. Declan’s at the school.”

“What? Why the hell didn’t anyone call me?” He disappears into his room for a moment and then we’re both running to the door.

“I don’t know, they said they called the police. He was trying to get his attention through the fence at recess but the aid made Dec go back into the building. I need to go get him.”

Jackson’s already grabbed his keys and I don’t miss that he grabbed his badge and gun as well.

He ushers me into Suburban gently, but I can feel the tension radiating off him. He’s pissed. As soon as we’re on the road he’s calling people, one after another, barking into the phone andtrying to get answers. No one knows why the call from the school didn’t get passed along to him. Until the last one.

It seems to give him the answer he was seeking but he doesn’t say anything after hanging up. His jaw is locked so tight that I’m worried he’ll crack a molar. When we finally pull up in front of the school he’s screeching to a halt on the curb and jumping out before I can get my seat belt off.

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