Page 162 of All Your Hate

He presses a finger to my clit and the pain makes my back arch, but Noah pushes me back down.

“It’s too much,” I cry with his hand smothering my cheek.

“Trust me it’ll feel amazing once I’m deep in your ass.”

My whole body tenses, but not from fear. I want this so badly.

“Give me my answer and I’ll give you everything you need.” As he keeps my head pressed down on the mattress, I hear him reach into the nightstand for something. I yelp as cold liquid drips onto my ass. The tip of his finger teases my hole, just dipping in enough for a zing of pleasure to find its way to my swollen clit.

Stubbornly I say, “You have your answer, you saw it all through the cameras.”

“I did. When I wasn’t in the house.”What?“I’d keep an eye on you with the cameras. Once you’d put Summer to bed you’d read one of those smutty books. Then you’d turn the lights off and fuck yourself until you eventually passed out. That was when I came to watch over you. I was always watching, Wynter. Keeping you safe when you wouldn’t let me in. Not that you really needed me to. But I’ll always be there to protect you. I’d rather be dead than live not knowing if you’re still breathing.”

Noah’s words are a soothing balm on my ravaged soul. I’m not angry anymore. Oddly enough I’m a mix of pleased and pained that he was always looking out for me. If he had pushed past my barriers sooner I might have been able to let him in.

“Take a deep breath and relax for me, my love.”

“Yes.” I breathe deep, giving him the answers he seeks and he pushes one of his ridiculously long fingers inside me. It feels like it goes on forever as he opens me up. To my surprise, it doesn’t actually hurt. He pulls out and adds another finger. And then another. Okay, now it hurts. “Ah, slow down.”

“This is slow. I would have prepped you properly for this if we’d done it any other time, but you did say you wanted to get messy tonight.”

My face goes red with embarrassment and I start to change my mind on the whole thing. He must know as I start to tense around him.

“I want every part of you, Wynter. There’s nothing to ever be ashamed of with me.”

His words make me squirm with even more need, but I’m still anxious about what those piercings will feel like inside me. “What about the ice cream?” I ask, desperate for anything to make him give me a reprieve.

“You better hope you licked me clean enough. Don’t worry, if you get an infection I’ll happily take care of you.”

That should be a turn-off, but it’s actually the complete opposite. As I remember all the times he’s looked after me or been soft with me my body starts to relax.

He starts spreading his fingers inside me and tears prick my eyes. I take a deep breath so I don’t start sobbing. The pain’s not unbearable yet, but there’s just something about him taking me like this that makes me feel so vulnerable.

None of my firsts have been with Noah, but in a way this is brand new. I’d never done anal before my time in captivity and then I never really experienced it. Thankfully.

When he removes his fingers, I whine out from the empty feeling he leaves and he strokes my hair soothingly.

“Shh, my love, I’m going to make you feel so good.”

The blunt head of his cock presses against my hole and although he’s stretched me out it feels like there’s no way he’ll fit.

I let out a long breath and he pushes in. I can feel that he’s lubed himself up for me. That makes me relax more and he slides in a little easier. Every piercing popping into my ass is intense. Each one making me gasp out as my body buzzes withpleasure. The tears I was holding back fall freely as he fully seats himself inside my ass.

“Oh my god,” I choke out.

“Mmm, that’s right,” he groans in pleasure and starts to rock his hips.

I’ve never felt so full, but I still feel like I’m missing something as my pussy clenches. “Noah, baby, please,” I whine as I push back against him. “Fill me up, please.”

He doesn’t need me to explain the details of what I need as he pushes three fingers into my pussy, his palm grinding against my clit as he pumps them in and out.

“Oh god. Yes.”

“No, you’re not quite full yet,” he chuckles and I don’t know how else I can be filled by him until he pushes the fingers of his other hand against my lips. I open up for him immediately and take them deep.

He lifts me so my back is flush with his front. My mind goes completely blank as every one of my holes is fucked. He’s practically got his entire fist in my mouth and I’m drooling around him. His fingers fuck my pussy at the same achingly slow pace as he fucks my ass. It’s heaven and hell in one intense form.

Drool leaks down onto my chest and as it cools on my nipples they pucker harder. My hands seem to have a mind of their own as they caress my body and eventually focus on my nipples.

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