Page 28 of All Your Pain

I’m not exactly angry but something pulls in my chest and I get the overwhelming urge to carve into her flesh. To leave a mark so deep she’ll never forget who she belongs to.

I focus on that feeling as I watch her hobble away from me. She’s either incredibly brave or stupid if she thinks she’ll actually be able to get away from me whilst she’s still chained.

Did she even think this through?It’s not like she can scale the fence. It'll be fun to see what she'll try next.

Slowly, I follow her down to the edge of my property and a primal feeling starts to take over me as I stalk her. It’s just like the first night we met. Except now she’s in my territory and she already belongs to me.

She starts to panic as she realizes her error. The gate only works from the button hanging on my car keys or by putting in the right combination on either side. Neither of which she has.

She startles and spins as I eat up the last bit of space between us. Those big eyes that I fell in love with look up at me.

I’ve been lying to myself since I first saw her and it pisses me off to admit that it was Bones that made me realize how I really feel about her.

I love her.

It may not be the sort of love she wants but she’s got it no matter what.

It’s just a shame I won’t get it in return. I’d take anything she gave me at this point. I treat her like a pet but I’m the one that’s following after her like a love sick puppy.

“Looks like you’re all mine after all,” I say.

Willow’s bottom lip wobbles and she presses herself back against the gate as she clutches the towel tight around her. She can keep it on for now. There’s a chill in the air today and I don’t want her getting sick. After all, she needs to be healthy enough to heal after today.

“Back inside,” I say, tilting my head back to the house.

She shakes her head, a hint of defiance creeping in with her terror. “You’re going to kill me now aren’t you?”

I plaster a smile on my face so she doesn't see how much her asking for death gets to me. "Get inside and you’ll find out.”

“I’m sorry!” she quickly says but she can’t even look at me. Her tears start to fall at the same time as her knees give out.

Pity sinks low in my stomach and I end up scooping her up into my arms. I could make her crawl on her hands and knees all the way back inside but that would cause her the wrong kind of pain. I thought I wanted all of it but seeing her hurting just for the sake of it feels so different to the pleasurable pain I’ve been making her feel.

It’s thanks to her that I even know there’s a difference.

She doesn’t try to fight me off as I carry her, instead she clutches my shirt and buries her face into my neck as she sobs and repeats the same word over and over.Sorry.

“Don’t you remember what I said would happen if you ran from me?” I feel as she shakes her head against me. “I’d sever your ankles so you can’t escape. I’m not sure it’s really worth the hassle though.” I said those words when I was high off a fresh kill and the aftermath of the chase but now they no longer ring true.

I want to hurt this girl so badly but not like that, not beyond repair and that terrifies me.

“No, you don’t have to do that! I’m sorry! I wasn’t thinking straight, I panicked!”

“Don’t bother trying to lie to me. You’ve been planning this from the start. I understand why, I’m just disappointed. I thought we’d been having a nice time together. Have you not been having fun?”

She looks up at me, her face wet with tears. “Yes, so much fun!”

I want to be pleased by her words but there’s no real honesty to them. Even if a part of it is true since I know how much she’s enjoyed it whilst I’ve made her come, she's not really admitting it. She’s still lying to both of us.

“You seem to really have a death wish,” I say as I step into the house and kick the door shut behind me.

“No, I don’t want to die. I’ll take the pain. I'll do everything you want, just please don’t kill me!”

My cock springs to life.She wants the pain?She’s probably just saying that so I’ll spare her but it’s working.

I’m tempted to carry her down to the basement to really scare her but the clean up after what I’m about to do to her will be easier with the shower nearby so I take her upstairs.

The handle to the bedroom door is on the floor and I’m impressed she managed to break it off. I’ll have to reinforce all the locks after today.

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