Page 8 of All Your Pain

“You sure? You don’t want me to make you come?” I shake my head as I bite my tongue, I can’t say yes, no matter how much my body wants me to.

I feel it as he moves his cock back to my entrance. “Want to know a secret?” he whispers in my ear. I try to shut him out but his presence is so overpowering he’s taken over every single one of my senses. “You’re already wet.”

“No, I’m—,” I start to cry out and at the same time he pushes into me.

He starts out slow as he says through gritted teeth, “fuck, you're tight. I need you to tell me exactly when it hurts, okay?”

I find myself nodding and saying, “then you’ll stop?” I gasp as he pushes in a little more. It already hurts but I can’t get my brain and mouth to work together to tell him.

There’s a burning, stretching pain as he fills me but it’s turning into something else. My clit throbs and I want that friction again. I want to know exactly how deep he can go and what it will feel like to be completely filled by him.

I shouldn’t want my first kiss or my first time to be like this.

He smiles at me but doesn't say anything as he pushes the rest of the way in. It feels like fire erupts inside me as he takes my virginity. Blinding, hot fire that feels amazing as it engulfs me from the inside out. My pussy pulses around him as he buries himself inside me. I want to look to see if I’ve taken all of him yetbut I don’t want to give him the satisfaction that he’s breaking me down.

“It hurts,” I say, hoping to get his sympathy.

“Does it feel like I’m tearing you apart? I need to know, Willow, need you to tell me what the pain feels like,” he says as his head rolls back, he pulls out and starts to slowly rock in and out of me.

Each time it hurts less and less as I start to get wetter and my pussy takes him a little easier. It’s like it’s too much and not enough at the same time. I want him to stop but I also need him deeper. I want to feel him all over me, inside and out.

“Too much,” is all I can say. He leans in to kiss me, I turn my head away but he grabs my jaw and forces me to kiss him back. My tears spill and he licks them up between kisses.

“You’re gripping me so fucking tightly. Has anyone fucked you this good before?”

“Why are you doing this?” I ask.

He drags his tongue down my throat to my breasts. “Because I just had to have you.” He sucks on a nipple then says, “needed to know how you feel on my cock, in my mouth.” He moves to the other nipple and sucks before adding,“need all of you.”Then he bites down hard and I scream. White hot pain courses through me but it turns into something that feels like liquid heat between my legs and I want more of it.

When he lets go it’s only to take more of my breast into his mouth and bite down again. My body writhes from the intense pain but my pussy starts quivering around his length and I can’t deny how good this feels, no matter how much I want to.

Oh god.

I can’t come, I can't!

“Every inch of you is going to be marked by me when I’m done. There will be nothing left for the cops to identify with how many bites you’ll have.”

He pulls back and I see the angry bites he’s left on my skin and the fresh blood on his teeth.

He slowly drags his still hard cock all the way out of me and my body shudders. “You’re bleeding,” he says with surprise.

I freeze up not sure what to say or how to feel.

Then he looks at me with a hungry excitement in his eyes. “You didn’t tell me you were a virgin. Did you want me to be your first, baby? Such a sweet gift for me, I’m flattered.”

I stammer for something to say but I don’t know what. My body is on fire and I’m coiled so tightly I think I’m going to snap if I don’t get to come but the thought of that brings more tears to my eyes. I shouldn’t be enjoying this, but the way my body reacts to him and the pain he’s inflicting is something I’ve never felt before. I shouldn’t be wanting more of it.

“You should have told me, I would have gone easier on you.”

“No, you wouldn’t have!”

“Yeah, you’re probably right.” He plunges back in and I grab onto his shirt just for something to hold onto. My nails curl into his chest through the thin fabric and he looks down and smiles.

“That’s it, little kitten, use your claws to hold on to me as I fuck you nice and deep.” His thrusts speed up and my clit keeps brushing against the muscles above his cock. I know I’m going to come any minute now, I just hope he’ll finish before I do.

He groans loudly, his face slack as he enjoys himself. “You’re taking me so well. Does it turn you on knowing I’m the only one to ever use this pretty, little hole?”

I hate him, I hate him so much,I think to myself as I stare up at him through blurry, tear filled eyes.