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Chapter Thirty Three

This Summer:

I wait for him to enter the room. We've been dancing around each other for weeks, and I am done with it. A year at Vander Prep was awful, and the only time I didn't feel numb was when I had my dick in a hole. Someone's mouth, ass, pussy...doesn't matter.

It's one of the reasons my dad hates me so much. The fact that I like to fuck with boys disgusts him more than bullying an innocent girl into taking her own life. When I wasfifteen, he caught me making out with Tommy Tucker in the pool house. That same loser from the playground who used to try to boss us around during recess had his hand down my pants giving me a weak-ass hand job. They say that sometimes your bullies secretly want to fuck you, but in Tommy's case, he wanted to get fucked.

Instead of either of us getting a happy ending, my dad walked in and made Tommy leave. Once the kid ran out of the room, my dad threatened to cut me off if I "remained gay". That was the first and last time I tried to explain to my dad that I wasn't gay. He didn't care though. Instead, he told me he'd send me to conversion therapy and then ship me off to boarding school. I didn't heed his warning whatsoever.

When I started the game with Diana, I was expecting to just seduce her with a couple of lines, and then dump her for fun. What I got was an open-minded girl who had a habit of reading dirty books with great sex scenes. I didn't read any of it myself, instead I had her describe them to me. It started as me trying to make her uncomfortable, but it turned into an offer to help her see if what she was reading sounded nice in theory. I think we would both agree that every moment of sexual exploration between us was so much better than words could describe.

No one has ever made me lose myself like Diana. Not even Tobias from Vander Prep.Not that it matters, that shit is in the past where it belongs. Regret is a waste of time. I'll never see her again, and I want to move on with my life. People here in this shitty town have too many opinions about me and my friends. It's not like they know us though. Even if they think they do, they only know what we let them.

It's easy to stay on top when you don't give anyone below you any information to use against you. Fuck everyone else. Jude and Charlie have been my best friends for over a decade, and I don't need anyone else in my life with them by my side. The past year was difficult. We barely spoke. I know Jude is heartbroken. He loved Diana, and we still made him play his part. I think he is only our friend still so some part of him can say it was worth it. Charlie hasn't even fucked one of the normal prostitutes since he started planning to take Diana out of Blisshaven. And me?

For the first time since Diana, I felt a spark. I've finally met someone who knows nothing about my past and makes me feel that same fire and freedom I've only ever felt when I was with her.

He opens the door, confidence in every step. "There you are."

"Here I am." I stand up from the bed and kiss him gently. We've had a few heated make out sessions before, but other than some under the clothes groping, we haven't gone too far.

"I want you, Sawyer. I just think it might mean more to me than you. But there's also this girl…." He trails off but I stop him.

Shaking my head, I interrupt him. "It's fine, Gun. We can do everything or we can do nothing. I like having you around, but I’m not a relationship guy. If you want to walk away, it's not going to hurt me. Well, not too much." It's been too long since I have been vulnerable with someone, but I'm not ready to give myself over to anyone completely.

He kisses me hard. I guess walking away wasn't ever an option for him either. I push him over to the desk, just enough that he's leaning on it. I want to be the one making him weak tonight.

I kiss down his perfect fucking jawline and move my mouth down further. I take his shirt off, only to be interrupted by the door opening. "Awh, shit, sorry guys."

Fucking Charlie. I can feel the tension. "By all means, close the fucking door." He does, but he doesn't leave.

I look into Gunner's eyes, "Is this okay? Charlie's into watching, but he's never seen me do what I want to do to you." That fire in his icy eyes makes my dick grow even harder.

"I've never been watched before. Eyes only? Or are you planning on joining?"

Charlie considers it. For a minute, I'm a little bit jealous. I have no rights to that emotion though, so I push through it.

As if he sensed it, Charlie saunters over to us. He looks me in the eyes with his evil smirk on, before kissing Gunner. It’s barely more than a peck, a brief touch of the lips. I'm fucking floored, and not just because I'm already on my knees.

"Huh. I've never kissed a dude before. I didn't hate it. Please, continue. I'll just take a seat." He walks over and parks himself in a chair.

Fucker.

I undo Gun's pants, and my smartass mouth can't even help itself. "You gonna let me put your pistol in my mouth, baby?"

He groans at me and grips my hair hard. "Open your fucking mouth and take my cock.”

I take him in all at once. "Fuck, that's a much better use for it than your stupid puns. If you want my load, you're gonna have to do better than that, baby." Sarcastic little shit.

I swallow him down until he's at the back of my throat. I keep going until his grip on my head is punishing. When he comes, I look right up into his eyes and drink every bit of him down.

Standing up, I tuck him back into his pants. He grabs me by both sides of his face and chases his own taste on my lips. Once we're both panting, I look over to Charlie. He looks intrigued, and horny. Bet he's missing his paid whores now.

Now:

We walk out of the cafeteria, I nudge Gunner. I know he’s furious because he got a real visual of how far we took things against his girl. “I know you’re pissed, but could we talk too?”

I think he is going to say no, but he shocks me by saying, “Sure. We can go to my room. I want to be close in case Charlie fucks things up even further with Nix.”

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