I stare at each of these men, wondering how long this has been going on. How did we get so far, so deep into our dynamic? I’ve been feeling these emotions for a while now, and it appears I’ve not been alone in this muted turmoil. Marius has already made that clear.

“I have to admit, I’m a bit nervous,” I tell them.

“It’s going to be alright,” Richard replies. He pulls one of the pins from my hair, loosening the bun at the top of my head. “One step at a time,” he adds, then pulls the second pin. “There’s no rush, Shay. We have the entire night and plenty more after that,” he says and frees my hair with the third pin. Honey-colored waves pour down my back as I take a deep breath.

Marius comes closer, standing behind me. I feel his presence before I see him. I feel his lips on my shoulder, and I tilt my head back in response. Jax brings a glass of champagne and gives me a sip, watching me with burning eyes as I drink and smile.

Richard unbuttons his linen shirt, his lips twisted and handsomely framed by his red beard. I’m dazzled by their scents. Marius prefers the citrus notes, while Jax wears sandalwood. Richard’s musky cologne dominates my senses as he leans forward and kisses my lips. I welcome him wholly, our tongues swirling and playing, tasting and pressing against one another. My pulse goes on the adventure of a lifetime as Marius’s fingers hook under the straps of my dress, tugging both down my shoulders.

“Keep your shoes on,” Richard insists.

My first time, and it’s not with one man. It’s with three, each as hot and as fascinating as a romantic fool like me might conjure in her dreams. How did I get so lucky? And what are the odds that it will eventually blow up in my face? Previous life experiences have taught me that nothing truly good lasts. But I’d rather enjoy what I can than deny myself this moment.

The dress falls to the floor. My breasts fill the black lace cups of my bra, while my pussy tingles inside the matching Brazilian cut panties. Richard fetches one of the feather toys and runs it down my arms with slow and deliberate movements. I try to control my breathing while Jax works on unclasping my bra.

Marius gets down on his knees behind me, and my panties follow.

“Hold still,” he says, and I can feel the desire burning in his voice. His fingers dig into my thighs as he spreads my legs. Instinctively, I push my ass back, giving him the perfect view. “Fucking hell, this is paradise…”

His tongue flicks between my slick folds, and I gasp with delight, my eyes rolling.

Jax kisses my ear, then proceeds to taste the side of my neck. Lips, tongue, teeth. Pecking, licking, nibbling. Each gesture causes a fire to ignite within me as I struggle to stay upright. Sensing my loss of balance, Richard smiles and takes my breast in his hand, while the other keeps the feathers going and tickling every inch of bare skin. I didn’t even register the bra coming off, but I am certainly enjoying the feel of Richard’s intimate touch.

“How does it feel?” he asks with hooded eyes.

“I love it. I need more…”

“Ask and you shall receive,” Jax replies and captures my mouth in a ravenous kiss while Marius’s tongue penetrates me, savoring every drop of my arousal.

I moan against Jax’s lips as Richard’s feathers travel downward. He finds my clit swollen and in need of attention, so he puts the feathered toy aside and cups my pussy with his hand. Marius doesn’t relinquish his position, though, so they quietly agree to share. Marius keeps his tongue sliding in and out of me, while Richard’s fingers flick my tender nub until I feel my core tightening.

“What do you want?” Jax whispers in my ear.

“Everything, baby,” I whisper back, panting as I reach the edge of reality. I hold on to Richard’s massive shoulders, gripping the muscles and tightening my hold as he adds more pressure to my clit. “Give me everything…”

Marius playfully slaps my ass before his tongue spears me again. It’s enough to throw me out into the endless pool of insanity. I fall apart and come hard, moaning and gasping as both he and Richard work my pussy, squeezing every drop of liquid pleasure from me.

I don’t get a moment’s respite, though. Naked and trembling, desperate for more, I’m gingerly escorted to the edge of the bed, where Jax turns me around and has me lay down. Unbuckling his belt, he gets out of his jeans, cock hard and ready for me. I lick my lips as Richard and Marius flank him, both of them naked and equally aroused. I still can’t believe it’s all for me…

“We’ll go slow,” Jax says. “I’ll be gentle.”

“Take me,” I manage, cupping my breasts as I lift my knees and spread my legs for them. It’s enough to unleash a tidal wave of passion as Jax mutters a curse and positions himself against my glistening pussy. I feel him go in, slowly, so slowly.

First, the bulging head. I’m gradually stretched and filled, more and more, until he meets a thin layer of resistance. Marius crawls onto the bed and lays beside me, holding me close and showering me with kisses as Jax moves deeper. The pain is sharp but short-lived as I feel Richard’s fingers probing my clit again. The subtle movement makes my core relax, allowing Jax to go all in.

“Oh, wow,” I gasp, feeling his entire cock inside me.

“Relax, baby,” Marius mumbles in my ear. “Just relax until it doesn’t hurt anymore.”

“Don’t stop,” I beckon them. “Please… I need more…”

Jax smiles softly. “I told you. You were made for this. For us.”

He grips my hips and moves. In and out. Each thrust going deep and smooth. I lift my hips to welcome him, the pain long gone and replaced by infinite pleasure as I feel myself tightening around him. His fingers probe my flesh, his grip harsh and firm just as he intensifies his campaign of conquering my body.

“Oh, God, yes… Yes, just like that!” I croak as Richard keeps working my clit.

Jax starts fucking me fast and hard. Marius keeps me close, kissing and licking my breasts, his cock pressed against my side and pulsating with each of my moans.