Page 25 of For Pucking Keeps

“Are you ready to be mine, Alexis?”

God, the way he says my name. Why am I hiding behind Jaz when he says my name with such certainty. I will be Jaz for everyone else, but for Tor, I’m just me.

Tor holds my head between his hands and waits. “Tell me what you want.”

I don’t hesitate. “You. Just you,” I say breathlessly. “Please.”

Tor kisses me then pulls away. His hands roam down my chest, until he’s cupping my breasts, weighing them and pinching my nipples between his fingers. He licks and sucks my hard peaks into his mouth, humming in approval at every moan and groan he elicits. My arousal is so heady and strong I can feel another orgasm brewing from his touch alone.

When he moves to get what I assume is a condom, I pause him. I may question my decisions later, but now, it all continues to feel right.

“I haven’t been with anyone but my ex and that was almost nine months ago. I’m clean and have an IUD.” Yep, the protection talk takes a bit of wind out of my sails, but I don’t let thoughts of Shaun linger. If I’m doing this I want all of him.

Tor searches my face. I can only imagine what he’s thinking. This man needs control, trust, and I understand it completely. I can see the wheels turning as he thinks it through. If he’s not there yet. . .

“If you want to use?—”

“I haven’t been with anyone for a very long time. Now I know why. My dick is yours. I’m clean as well.” He leans in and kisses me, and I melt into the mattress as he settles above me.

“You giving me this, letting me have you like this,” he says almost reverently as his cock finds my entrance. “Is something I will never take for granted.” He thrusts inside me, sinking deep, filling my walls completely. My back bows as he stretches me to capacity. Yep, he is big, deliciously big. We both moan as he bottoms out. Tor pauses, allowing me time to adjust, but I need him to move.

“Fuck me, Tor!” I command, making his eyes widen at my tone.

“Gladly.”

I cum hard as he pulls out and thrusts back into me, hitting the spot inside of me that makes my toes curl. Tor fucks me for hours, orgasm, after orgasm given, until I can’t physically move. I fall asleep in his arms, only to wake with his face between my thighs. We don’t stop until the sun peeks over the horizon of the mountains beyond. When I think I will get a reprieve to rest my thoroughly used pussy, he finds me in the shower and fucks me against the wall.

“I can’t get enough of you. How am I supposed to be away from this pussy for days at a time?” he askes into my neck as he cleans my body for the second time.

“FaceTime,” I say, trying to make light of the situation. I don’t want to leave him. It took everything in me to put one foot in front of the other hours later, when he asked Lucas to call for his personal driver to take me home.

Tor gave me something to look forward to when he kissed me goodbye with a promise to call me as soon as he got on the team jet. I understood what he meant by basking in the sun when we can together, our time together is fleeting, two ships in the night. With him away and me writing, I have to live in the now with him. So, I kiss him back with a promise that I will always answer when he calls. Then I walked away. I walked away with my deadline looming and a pit in my stomach. I am still not sure what I am going to write, or the story I want to tell.

SIXTEEN

JAZ

TOR: Is it too soon to say I miss you already?

ME: No, not at all. I miss you too.

TOR: We’re about to take off. I want to FaceTime, but Devan is in the seat next to me and he will totally fanboy at the sight of you.

I laugh in my desk chair, visualizing big ass Devan climbing all over Tor to get to the phone to talk to me.

ME: Tell him I will sign his books for him, if he playswell.

TOR: He just stood in the middle of the aisle and did a celebratory dance with his e-reader in his hand.

ME: I need a pic.

TOR: Coach just yelled at him to sit the fuck down. LOL. Sorry, Supernova. Next time.

ME: *crying face emoji*

TOR: Gotta go, Supernova. Going to nap, someone kept me up all night *winking face emoji*

ME: I know. I will be recovering for days.

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