Page 40 of Guarded Rebellion

“You like this?” he taunted, rubbing my ass but not moving his fingers. “You want to come again?”

I pushed onto his hand, eager for more.

“Then you’re going to be a good girl for me.” He spanked again. “You’re going to listen to me.”

I cried out as he pistoned his fingers faster. “Fuck.Fuck.”

“You want me to fuck this hole?” he asked, moving me until he had my legs on either side of him. My head lowered, making the blood rush there too fast, but I had the common sense to catch myself from falling off his lap. Putting my hands on the coffee table near the couch, I leveraged up for him to clutch my ass.

My bottom stung. His handprints would show there. Like a mark, but I couldn’t think past the urgent need to have him fill me.

“You want me to fuck you, brat?” he demanded as he yanked me up higher. The domed head of his cock pushed against the sensitive folds of my pussy, and I cried out.

“Lev. I need?—”

“I’ll tell you what you need.” He pushed into me, sliding his thick cock into my entrance. At the same time, he spanked me again. “Fuck, yeah. You want this, Eva?”

“I need it.”

“Yeah, you do.” He slid in more, forcing a louder moan out of my mouth. He stretched me, rubbing on my inner walls as he filled me to a tense completion that stung at first. Each time he spanked me, though, then rubbed the heat of the impact over my cheeks, I lost sight of the initial twinge of pain at being penetrated for the first time.

Had I clung to any semblance of sanity, I would stop and realize I was crossing a line that had no point of return.

I was no longer a virgin.

And all I could know was that he deserved that trophy. He deserved that honor.

“You need this cock deep in your cunt, huh?” He sped up, thrusting into me until he was all the way in. I felt tight. I felt full and stretched and so goddamn good that I couldn’t catch my breath.

“You need me to discipline you, Eva?” he growled, thrusting faster and pairing his spanks with the pounding force.

“I need?—”

“You need to learn a lesson,” he corrected, panting around the speed and intensity of his drives into me. “You need to learn to behave. You listen to me, Eva, and I’ll?—”

I couldn’t take it. Between his rugged strength evident in the brutal thrusts into me, his hands smacking down on my ass cheeks with the perfect balance of force and caresses, and the naughty words he dared to growl at me, I came. Blissfully and wholly, I splintered apart. Sobs filled the apartment as I tried not to succumb to the sensation offinallybeing complete and at peace. Tears leaked from my eyes as I struggled to breathe through the intensity of coming like this.

I was no longer a virgin.

Lev stole my V card.

No. Igaveit to him.

As he roared and pushed his hips up toward me, filling me with his hot cum as he came, I closed my eyes with the knowledge that I’d chosen this. That I’d told him whatIwanted, and he’d delivered.

If I could rewind time and choose again, I would pick him in a heartbeat.

He was so wrong.

I wasn’t seeking attention from a man. I longed forhim.

17

LEV

As soon as I came, Eva squirmed to get up. I hadn’t even fully caught my breath yet, and she was moving to get off my lap.

“Wait,” I said, probably too quietly for her to hear me. I was stunned speechless, with shock still rippling through me that we’d actually had sex. That she’d actually asked me to fuck her after calling her a slut. That I’d given up my control to go for what I had been so steadfastly convincing myself I could never obtain.