"I've noticed," she went on more stiltedly, "that you're helping the girls…reconnect."
"I don't know how much I play into that."
"I don't either, but I'm happy to see it, anyway."
I curled and uncurled my toes inside my comfortable socks. "So, what can I help you with?"
"I want you to take Lizzy shopping for a gift for Rose. She usually gets store credit somewhere, but it'd be nice if she got her something more personal. She just might not know what to get her, but you probably would."
"Uh, I'm not great at gifts, but I can try." Anxiety still twisted my gut, but relief was slowly untying the tension.
And that was the Christmas miracle that put me sitting in the passenger seat as Lizzy drove to a nearby mall—at her mom's request. Lizzy tapped the steering wheel, silencing the stereo as soon as the first note of a song began to play.
The waves of her ponytail swung as she looked both ways before pulling out of her driveway, and I remembered burying my fingers in the strands as I slipped inside of her.
I sucked in a sharp breath, the memory sparking echoing sensations through my body.
"Everything okay?" she asked.
"Mm-hm." I cut my eyes her way.
A devious grin split across her face, understanding the directions of my mind. "Oh, yeah. You're fine."
"Whathaveyou done to me?"
"Nothing you didn't deserve."
"We need to change the subject, or we're going to have to find somewhere to pull over."
"I didn't debauch you enough last night?" she purred.
"I'll never get enough of you."
Pink rose up her neck and filled her cheeks. Her lips pursed, struggling against a smile. She had a way of pulling at the strings of my heart, made it swell too big for my chest. It thudded against my ribs. I rubbed the heel of my hand into its persistent beat, but it wouldn't calm.
I jerked my chin toward the silent radio. "What were you listening to?"
She chewed her bottom lip. "Miley Cyrus."
"Why'd you turn it off?"
Wrinkles creased her forehead. "Um…I guess because my ex hated my music. So, I turned it off on reflex."
"I don't mind.Party in the USAis one of my go-to karaoke songs."
She snorted. "Of course."
"What? I listen to Miley?"
"Karaoke. Nightmare."
"To sing or just be there at all?"
"All the above."
"Would you just go and hangout with me?"
"Do you really like it?"