After the words jump from my mouth, it occurs to me that I didn’t tell him to fuck off and dream on. I’m such an idiot. I just said I wouldn’t do ithere.But that obviously implies I’d be willing to do it somewhere else.
Honestly, though, the thought of Roman’s hard cock in my mouth…sends heat coursing through me.Fuck.I’m more twisted than I’ve ever given myself credit for. But worse than that, I’m no better than every other girl on this fucked up campus.
“A kiss will do for now.”
The smile on his face tells me everything I need to know. This is all a game to him. This beautiful guy just loves toying with me, and I get the feeling, it’s more for amusement than anything else. Maybe he’s bored with the other girls, and fancies someone a little more challenging—someone who doesn’t automatically fall at his feet. But whatever his reason, I really don’t have time for any of it.
“My friend is waiting for me,” I say.
He laughs under his breath, which is really just a puff of air. “Sounds like aherproblem to me.”
He leans in and brushes his mouth against mine. The heat from his lips sears me, and I suck in a breath. My head is swimming from the whiskey, which isn’t helping my situation at all.
“Don’t,” I whisper, but too late. Just as the sound leaves my lips, he kisses me. It’s a hard kiss, filled with unspoken words of longing and control—and fuck me, but his veracity actually turns me on. I melt beneath him. Like, every other fucking simp here, I fucking melt.
My hands find the muscles of his shoulders, and like a damn fool, I open my mouth, just slightly. Inviting him in. Inviting the devil into my soul.
Electricity zips through my veins, and I find myself leaning into the kiss as his tongue twists with mine. He devours me, and I let him. In fact, I like it far more than I should.
“Hey, yo, Roman.” A voice breaks through the darkness, slicing through our little stolen moment. “Christian brought a fucking bong. You better get in here before it’s sucked dry.”
I’m breathless when he pulls away. With a devilish grin, he pinches my chin between his thumb and forefinger, forcing me to look at him. “You taste like candy,” he says, amusement in his tone. “I can see how someone might get lost in you.”
What a strange thing to say.
I blink at him. “No one has ever gotten lost in me.”
He laughs, and releases my chin, turning toward hisbro. “We’ll be there in a sec.”
I catch a glimpse of the guy, just as he’s walking back into the house. I think that one is Jackson. He’s tall withdark hair and built like a beast. As he turned away, there was a dark glint in his eye, and I can’t help but wonder if he intentionally interrupted our kiss.
Roman takes me by the elbow and guides me inside.
“I need to find my friend, Bree, ” I say, tripping over the little mounds in the sand. It’s a weak excuse to get away from him, but it’s all I’ve got.
He doesn’t respond to me, and with all the loud music, I wonder if he even heard me. I try to tug my arm out of his hold, but that just causes him to tighten his grip.
Perfect.
He pulls me through the crowd to a room in the back. As we pass through the living room and kitchen, I scan every face for Bree, but I don’t see her at all.
We step over the threshold into the garage, which is set up like a den. The furniture is plush, and there are a lot less people in here. It’s obviously the inner sanctum where the elite of the elite get away from the unwashed masses.
“Yo,” Roman says, flicking his chin.
Several people immediately launch off the sofa, creating space for me and Roman to sit. I sit on the edge of the sofa cushion, too nervous to completely relax. Roman, on the other hand, sinks right in, like he’s sitting on his throne. Maybe he sees this entire town as his throne. I wouldn’t be surprised.
Everyone is just drinking, playing pool, or bullshitting, and I take the opportunity to look around. I recognize a couple of faces—Jackson, and Christian, but I don’t see his twin, Lucas. He must be out there amid the partygoers somewhere.
But one strange thing I notice is that every girl here is slicing me up with their stares. I’ve invaded their territory, and they’re not happy about it.
If only they fucking knew I don’t want to be here any more than they want me here. They can have Roman Rush for all I care. I’d be happy to hand him over to any one of them.
As Roman talks in low tones to some guy next to him, I pull my phone out and text Bree.
Where are you?
I swear to God, if she ghosts me and doesn’t show up at this party, I’m going to be pissed. I didn’t subject myself to Roman’s attention, just for hernotto show. I’m doing this for her. If she didn’t look so damn depressed this morning, I wouldn’t even be here. I’d be tucked under my blankets watching something mindless on YouTube.