He nods slowly but doesn’t move as his gaze lingers on mine. And a sinking feeling settles in my stomach.
Shit.He doesn’t want this…
“I had to go through an insane medical assessment to work offshore…” he says slowly, his eyes falling to my lips. “They tested foreverything.”
My heart riots in my chest as his eyes meet mine again.
“I’m all clear.”
I stare up at him for a moment before I nod, willing my heart to settle the fuck down. “I haven’t been with anyone since I last tested… also clear.”
His lips tilt up in a small smirk, and my hands land on his chest to push him backwards onto his knees. I sit up with him and immediately grab the waistband of his boxers, pulling them down to free his rock-hard cock. As I lick the glistening bead of precum off his tip, his hand lands on the back of my head and he groans. The sound is fuckingbeautiful, so I take him into my mouth and pull another moan from him. I continue to suck and stroke him, desperate to make him feel good as I give him everything I can.
Until he suddenly grabs my shoulders and pushes me onto my back.
He exhales, gripping his dick and staring down at me with a shake of his head. “This isn’t about me.”
I can’t even find the words to respond as he stares down at me, eyes intense and roaming as he runs his hand up my leg and my abs. Then he leans over me, hovering his lips over mine. “You’re fucking perfect, mo chridhe.”
A stuttering breath escapes me as he kisses along my jaw, then pushes back and grabs the lube. I watch with heavy breaths as he lubes his cock, and swipes more over my ass.
When he lines up to push inside me, he pauses and meets my eyes, his hair falling messily around his jaw, framing theintensity of his bright, ice-blue gaze. In the soft glow of the lamplight, his stare pierces through me as he waits.
And I nod.
I fuckingneedthis.
Liam pushes his hips forward, and his cock presses against my hole. I try to keep my muscles from tensing as he enters me, but the more he pushes in, the harder it is to relax. It’s both a burning discomfort and a pleasurable pressure, and even though I want it more than anything, my body feels like it’s trying to fight it. My hand lands on his arm as I wince slightly, the feeling much more intense than his fingers.
A look of concern crosses his face as he stops, but I pull at his arm and shake my head.
“Keep going,” I say.
He hesitates for a moment, but then he continues. And suddenly, he’s all the way in, and the pain is replaced by a feeling of fullness that is unlike anything I’ve ever felt before.
He stares down at me and releases a heavy breath. “Fuck.”
I nod, releasing a breath of my own. “Yeah.”
We both look down as he gently moves his hips back and slowly thrusts into me again. I take a deep breath and let the sensation roll over me. The pressure feels amazing, and even just hearing his groan as he gently fucks me pushes away every thought and feeling of pain or discomfort, both in my body and my mind.
He slowly and carefully moves his hips again, and I relax more with each thrust into me. I watch his abs flex, listen to his moans, and feel his cock sliding in and out of me as the strange feeling of being filled by him quickly becomes one of intense pleasure. And soon I find myself pulling on him and begging for more.
“Harder,” I say, my hand sliding down his side to his hip, pulling him against me.
He leans forward and brings his hands to either side of my shoulders, looking down at me as he buries himself deep inside my ass. I let out a grunt and close my eyes at the feeling of him so deep inside me, and he stays here for a moment longer. My hands run up his sides to either side of his jaw as I pull his lips to mine and kiss him hard.
Then I murmur, “Nowfuckme.”
A rush of air escapes him as he pushes up on his hands and thrusts into me, harder this time.
With a loud moan I drop my hand to my weeping cock, needing to relieve the pressure that’s building. Liam’s gaze follows my hand as he continues to fuck me, slowly increasing his pace.
“Fuck…” he mutters, then pushes back onto his knees between my legs and bats my hand away to he can take my cock in his. He strokes me in time with each thrust into my ass, as his eyes roam over my body like he’s going to fucking devour me.
And I fucking want him to.
Our moans and groans fill the room as we get completely lost in each other, and I feel myself getting closer and closer. Being filled by him, with his hand on my cock, and his eyes all over me… it’s a feeling like nothing else. It’s both too much and not enough, and I never want it to stop.