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Chapter One

Juliette

Toulouse, France

Saturday, 7:30 a.m.

It was exactly like the pictures in her head, but she didn’trememberany of it.

Juliette stepped forward and laid her hand on the intricate carvings on the ancient wooden doors. They had been here since the late eighteenth century – wide enough and tall enough to admit a carriage into the cobble-stoned courtyard that was protected behind the barrier.

There was a cut out of a smaller door. If she had a key, Juliette could simply step over the threshold, walk in, and stand in the shadowed interior.

Thebijoutierpressed his shoulder into the door frame of his tiny shop just to the right, watching the comings and goings of the pedestrians. Displays of gold necklaces and colorful earrings filled his plate glass window. To the left, there was a shop that sold leather gloves.

Her gaze travelled across the street to the corner where the bakery bustled with patrons. Juliette breathed in the yeasty warm scent of baking bread. Every morning, while her mother heated milk on the stove to make their bowls of hot chocolate, Juliette would run down the stairs, across the street, and buy baguettes fresh from the oven for their breakfast. She had a picture in her head of doing just that. Same awning. Same baskets ofbouleandfougasse,same glass displays of petit fours, and the jewel-toned, glossy fruit tarts.

Picture after picture flashed in her mind like turning pages in a photo album that belonged to someone else. Juliette didn’t have a single memory of actually being there in those pictures. Actually doing the running, and jumping, and climbing the stairs that she knew were just through this door on the right hand side – wide enough for two ladies in days-gone-by to brush their hoop skirts past each other, the carved stone railing protected them from slips and falls.

It was all so recognizable. And all so eerie.

The doors swung wide and a car drove out of the complex.

Juliette smiled and nodded at the man in his navy-blue Fiat as she slipped inside. She knew that the style of her clothes, the form fitting jeans and high-heeled boots, the quality of her cashmere turtle neck, the Hermes scarf wrapping her neck, would work for her. She didn’t look disreputable, there was no need for concern.

She took the stairs, nestled against the inner wall, that matched the picture in her head and walked up the three flights to stand on the landing with its stone mosaic of flowers. There were three identical doors, left, center, and right. The people who had lived in the center and left had not been friends of the DuBois family. When she was six, and she was supposed to be asleep, Juliette had become frightened and went to the neighbor’s for safety. Her mother had gotten in trouble with the police for leaving her child alone to go drink wine with a friend. The neighbors had been angry ever since. At least, that was the story her father told.

Turning toward the door on the right, Juliette tried to recall going in at noon for the lunch recess. Two hours of respite in the middle of the school day. An hour and a half subtracting the amount of time it took her to walk from school to home then reversing the pattern. One day, her father said, she had been groggy when she woke up. When she’d come home to meet the family for lunch, he had looked down at her feet and asked if the children had teased her that morning. “No, Papa, why would they tease me?” He’d pointed at her shoes, one was a sneaker and the other her patent leather dress shoe. He’d laughed when he told her that story. How did she walk all the way to school and home again without realizing that there was a difference in her gait or the thickness of the sole?

Someone opened the apartment door,herold apartment door. The sudden sound was such a shock to Juliette that she jumped and clutched at her chest.

“May I help you?” Juliette had to watch the woman’s lips in order to comprehend all of her words.

“I used to live here as a child.” Juliette smiled. “I was just taking a sentimental walk while I was in town.”

“Here?” the woman asked, turning to look into her apartment. “You lived here?” She turned back to Juliette with a shake of her head.

“Not recently.” Juliette thrust her fingers into the tight front pockets of her jeans. “When I was a child. A long time ago. Twenty years.”

The woman shook her head again. “Madame Gigot,” she called down the stairs. Her words echoed around Juliette and rang like a gong in her head. She tried not to flinch.

A woman hustled up the stairs. Her grey hair was brushed straight back and pulled into a short pony tail at the nape of her neck. She wore a faded-blue, formless dress, and black tennis shoes with bare legs.

“Madame Gigot, do you recognize this woman?” the lady asked, then reached behind her and pulled her door closed.

Madame Gigot came up beside Juliette, but Juliette didn’t recognize her. This woman’s picture wasn’t in her head at all. “I would have been a child,” she explained. “I lived here before the fire. My parents’ names are Marie and David DuBois.”

Madam Gigot canted her head. “What fire is this? David DuBois did live here, but he didn’t have a wife or child. Hedidhave a boyfriend.”

“You know my father?” Juliette pulled a phone from the purse hanging from her shoulder and scrolled to his photograph. Surely, Madame Gigot was just confused. It had been a long time since the family had moved.

“I know David DuBois.” She took the phone from Juliette’s hand and squinted down. “Yes, that’s him. That’s DuBois. Scientist. He moved back to the United States, if I remember right.”

“Yes. That’s where he lives now,” Juliette said. Madame Gigot obviously remembered him. Why would she think her dad liked men? Why had she forgotten her mother, or their child? Yes, Juliette concluded, this woman was simply not remembering clearly.

“And we’ve never had a fire here, not in over two hundred years, that is.” Madame Gigot handed the phone back. “I’ve been the concierge here since I was a teenager. I would know if there had been a fire. No fire.” She waggled her finger back and forth.

Confusion pulled Juliette’s brows together. “But…But there are no pictures of my mother or my childhood because they burned. Here.” She gestured toward the apartment. “We lost everything. My mother saved me from the flames.” And Juliette had the scars to prove it.

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