Page 100 of Dirty Secrets

“We’re dating.”

“Since fucking when?” Reid barked, and I took a peek at him to see just how hurt he was as he looked at Zavier. “Why doesn’t this information seem to surprise you too?”

Zavier eyed me for a moment before leaning forward in his chair. “I’m dating her too.”

“You mean to tell me that the two people I trusted most with her have been spit-roasting her under my roof?!” Reid exploded. “How do you knowyoudidn’t knock her up?!”

“For starters, I wouldn’t forget a condom,” Zavier grunted as he shot Logan a dirty look. “But I also haven’t slept with her.”

“I pulled out,” Logan muttered under his breath, and that seemed to be the breaking point for Reid because he suddenly stalked closer and hauled Logan off the bed, slamming his fist into his face.

“Guys, stop!” I begged as they ended up on the floor, throwing fists at each other. Zavier stood to move closer to me, and I pointed to them. “Stop them!”

“Babe—”

“Don’t fuckingbabeme. I meant what I said, Zavier. You can pack your shit and go. I never want to see you again,” I snapped, trying to hit the asshole as he tried to sit on the edge of my bed. “Leave! I fucking hate you!”

“Please, can we talk about this later?” he asked, Logan and Reid knocking things over as they continued fighting.

I ignored Zavier, turning my screaming to the other guys. “You can get the fuck out too!” I was a mess, tears streaming down my face and my body aching as I tried to stop my voice from shaking. “Logan! Reid! Stop it!”

My entire goddamn world was falling down around me, and all they cared about was their pissing contest. Logan’s was self-defense, I couldn’t really fault him for that, and I was hoping security made Zavier and Reid leave so Logan and I could talk alone.

Logan managed to shove Reid off him, putting some distance between them.

“Don’t act so surprised that someone would want to be with her! Just because you’re too stubborn to make a move, doesn’t mean the rest of the world is too. You can’t keep her locked away forever, you idiot. Maybe if you weren’t such a prick, she would've gone to you instead.”

“She’s off limits!”

“Says who? You? She’s a grown ass woman, Reid. I know you’ve noticed,” Logan sneered. “Someone was eventually going to fuck her, so it might as well have been me.”

“That wasn’t up to you!”

“You can’t own a pussy. You wouldn’t fuck her because of Josh, so stop acting hurt over the fact that she wanted someone other than you! She was literally begging for your dick, and you kept turning her down. For your information, that’s some of the best pussy you ever could’ve had, and you lost it. She’s mine. End of discussion.”

Hurt flickered through me as they kept arguing like I was just one of their hookups, the doubt creeping in.

Had I just been a goal for Logan after all? Surely, I meant more to him than that.

“Jesus fucking Christ,” Beckett snapped, making me realize I’d zoned out while the guys kept fighting. Maddox and Jett were with her, thankfully not paying me any attention as I just cried like a baby from the bed. Maddox got between Reid and Logan easily, starting to drag them out when I spoke, halting them.

“Take Zavier with you. All three of you can be packed and gone before I get home.”

Logan swatted Maddox’s grip away, stepping towards me. “I’m sorry. He just?—”

“Tick me off your bucket list and go,” I said as I cut him off, wiping my eyes. “You want to tell Reid all about the favor you did me by taking my virginity? Tell him how fucking good it felt for you while you’re at it. What did he miss out on?”

“What? It’s not like that,” he said quietly, regret in his voice. “I didn’t mean it was like a pity fuck or a competition, if that’s what you think. You know I love you.”

I scoffed, trying to keep my voice firm. “Do I? Why would I know that? You love pussy, Logan. That’s it. You might have loved my pussy more than others, but you don’t love me.”

“I do. More than anything. You’re the most important person in the world to me.”

“Pissing contest over,” I said with defeat, eyeing Reid, who was still standing back beside Maddox. “Virginity gone. Logan wins. Now leave and find somewhere else to live.”

“You weren’t a competition,” Reid said, sounding calmer than he had since he’d walked in. “If you want to be left alone?—”

“I want you all out of my fucking house!” I bit out, hating it when angry tears leaked. “Zavier has some Mr. Ricci dude after him for drug dealing, you’ve been an asshole for fuckingmonthswhile dictating what I can or can’t do with my body as if you’re entitled to an opinion, and Logan sees me as pussy! I’m sitting in a fucking hospital bed because Zavier’s bullshit got me hit by a car, and all you and Logan can do is fight over me! I’m sick of it!”

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