He knew something was wrong just by the look on my face.
His steps quickened as he reached us, not taking his eyes off me as I stared at the grass behind him. “What’s wrong?”
My eyes closed as Reid answered, not giving me a moment to figure out how to answer him.
“She’s upset with me. I took things too far last night and kissed her.”
Logan turned to look at him, his voice low. “You kissed her?”
“I thought she was into it and got her off too, then she freaked the fuck out on me. I thought I hurt her but she said I didn’t,” Reid answered, and I stood, hating how Logan’s eyes burned into me.
I’d planned on talking to Logan about it on my own later, I didn’t realize Reid was just going to blurt it out.
“Rae, I said I was sorry,” Reid said quietly as I stalked inside, hearing the guys arguing for a second before someone grabbed my bicep in the hallway to stop me from retreating.
“Come here,” Logan grunted, tugging me into my bedroom to lock the door, taking my face in his hands. “What happened?”
“I’m sorry,” I whispered, trying to look away but he wouldn’t let me. “I told him not to, but then he kissed me and I didn’t fight it. I?—”
“I want to be pissed about it, but I can’t,” he cut in, making me frown.
“Why not? I cheated on you, sort of. We made a promise not to see other people.”
“Look, Reid feels like an asshole. He said you were both upset and it just happened. Emotions get messy this time of year for all of us, but you two always get the worst of it. If it was anyone else I’d be killing them right now, but it’s Reid. Promise he didn’t hurt you?” I shook my head as he let my face go, his lips dropping to mine for a quick kiss. “Okay.”
“Okay?”
He nodded, pulling me closer for a hug. “It’s fine. As long as you wanted it.”
“I can’t want it, Logan. Not right now when we’re exploring things together,” I forced out, burying my face in his shirt.
“If you and Reid needed it to get through the night, I’m not mad. The fact that you’re obviously upset about it is what’s pissing me off. How pushy was he?” he asked, lightly threading his fingers through my hair to tug my head back. “Or are you just upset because you think I’m going to get angry with you?”
“I can’t lose you. It was a mistake.”
“I’m not going anywhere. You’re my best friend, remember? Tell me what he did.” His mouth tickled my neck and I sucked in a breath, his fingers slipping up the front of my hoodie so hecould put his hands on my waist. “Did he use his hands on you? His mouth? How hard did you come for him?”
His cock hardened against my stomach, and I realized he was into it.
“He was kissing me. It was soft at first, but then it got harder until he was braced above me,” I started, my face heating. It felt wrong to talk to him about it.
“And then?” He nipped my skin, and I almost choked on my damn tongue.
“He slipped a hand into my panties to rub my clit.”
“Did he stretch your pussy with his fingers? How many did he use on you?”
I was going to come if this kept up.
Why did I like it so much? He wasn’t even touching me but my body was tingling.
“Just one. He made me come pretty fast, but then the guilt?—”
“No guilt,” he ordered, trailing kisses up my throat and across my jaw. “I’m glad he made you feel good. I wish I could’ve seen it. I love the sounds you make when you come.” His hand slid down the front of my pants, and I melted into him as he ran his fingers through the slickness between my legs. “You like dirty talk. I need to remember that. Or is it the idea of me watching Reid get you off that you like?”
“Both,” I admitted breathlessly as he moved the tip of his finger slowly around my clit, teasing me without applying too much pressure. My legs parted more for him as he slipped a finger inside me, stroking my G-spot just right and making my legs shake slightly.
“I wish I could bend you over right now and make you scream the house down so they know what we’re doing in here,” he chuckled, keeping a torturous pace with his hand. “Reid might have had you in his bed last night with his hand in your panties,but you’ll always be mine, Raven. He could pump you full of his cum, but it wouldn’t change anything.”