“Daddy!” she shouted in his ear, and he didn’t bother waiting, he came deep and hard inside her, holding her close as they both came down from their high.

He didn’t let her feet touch the floor as he washed them, getting the salt from their skin before striding back to the bed with her still on his hard cock. He slid a pillow under her hips, then took her slowly, gently, loving every bit of her as he held her gaze seeing the love he felt for her returned entirely, the desire and need for him, his body, as well as the baby he’d been dying to make for the last two years in it.

It took them up and over three more times, until he collapsed next to her, pulling her legs over his hip as he propped himself up on his side, looking down at her with a full smile. Her eyes fluttered, a little giggle slipping from her lips when he pressed his liquid gold back inside her pussy, plugging it with his thumb.

“I don’t really think that’ll increase your chances, daddy,” she teased, and he gave her fingers that were running over his chest a nip making her laugh again.

“You’re sure you want this, baby doll? You’re not just doing it for me?” he asked, and she nodded. “Words Meggie. I need to hear your words.”

“I’m sure, daddy,” she replied, her eyes softening, face relaxing as she leaned up towards him and he met her halfway with a long, slow kiss. “I’m ready Ryan,” she promised when she pulled back, relaxing back into the mound of pillows. “Two years ago, even last year, I wasn’t. Something inside me just wasn’t ready to think about us ever being more than just you and me. I really thought it was going to become a breaking point for us,” she added making his heart ache hearing the worry in her voice.

“Never, baby doll. Yes, I wanted a baby with you, a piece of you and me mixed together for us to love, to be daddy for in a completely different way than I am for you, Meggie, but if I had to choose between having you as mine or having a baby, I’ll always,alwayschoose you. Never doubt that. If you’re only…”

“No,” she said, stopping his words instantly, shocking him because not once in the last ten years had she ever used the word no with him. Not even in everyday things when it wouldn’t matter. She’d avoid it entirely, using ‘I don’t think so’ or ‘not for me’ type phrases to get the same point across and it hit him deep inside hearing that word now, especially with this discussion.

“Baby doll…”

“This isn’t just for you, Ryan. When I told you I wasn’t ready to even discuss it last year, I saw your disappointment and ithurt me to think there was anything that could come between us. But I truly wasn’t ready to even think about being responsible for someone else’s life, especially not a baby that would be dependent on me, and it had absolutely nothing to do with you or thinking that our relationship would change because of it. I just couldn’t see myself as a mother. I started to ask myself then if I meant I just couldn’t see it happening then or if I meant ever. Which brought back discussions I’ve had with Claire and Cassie and their reasons for not having them, and your mom and Angela on the topic of kids and how they fit into their lifestyle. I love being Aunt Megan to Angela and Mark’s kids, seeing them when we’re in town, and I never felt pressured by her or your mom to agree to have them.”

“I’m glad you never felt that way, baby doll, because I’d be pissed if they ever made you question your decision,” he said stroking her cheek as he leaned closer to her, whispering a kiss over her face.

“Claire’s reason to not have kids might be completely different than Cassie’s but I understand both—but I couldn’t see their reasons being enough for me to keep refusing to even have the conversation,” Megan said, and he fought to keep from letting his full smile out hearing that. “If I was in Claire’s shoes, sure, maybe I’d seriously think it’s better to not have kids than to risk having ones with serious medical conditions that might not even make it to being born. But when faced with asking myself if I wanted to be like Cassie and simply not want kids to not have to think of anyone but me—and making my husband give me what I want—the answer was a big fat…”

“No,” he offered when she gave him a grin.

“Yeah…so then I had to ask myself why I kept pushing the conversation away even and I finally had to admit that I was scared. Scared that I wouldn’t be enough, good enough to bea mom, to be loved by a baby because of everything with my mom…”

“Meggie,” he groaned gathering her up against his heart, rocking her when he spotted the tears in her eyes. “No baby doll, not a chance.”

She nodded against his chest, her hand resting on his heart and he felt her smile calming his worries. “I know. It hit me how much I did want it when we were in Venice about ten months ago. We were at that little café just enjoying the day when that toddler almost fell into the canal. Seeing you with him in your arms, I wanted so badly for that to be you and with our baby in them. I was still scared though. I knew if I tried to talk about it with you, you’d make it make sense but then I worried a bit that I’d agree to it more for you than even myself, so I decided to call Julia instead to talk it through. Which led us to semi-regular discussions—I wouldn’t necessarily call them therapy sessions since we’re a little closer to her and Aaron than most therapists should be with their clients,” she added making him chuckle, pressing a kiss to her temple. “She gave me some things to think about, through, and it really helped. So yes, I’m sure that I’m not doing this just for you. I want this just as much Ryan. I want your baby. While we were in New York, I stopped by the doctor’s office and had my IUD removed. I debated about how to tell you and if it wasn’t normal protocol for them to destroy them after removal, I might have given it to you as your present. I figured me telling you that it was out, and you could potentially get me pregnant would be a present you’d like even more than me buying you something.”

“You thought right, baby doll, so right,” he promised, kissing his way down her face until he got to her lips, keeping them beneath his for a very long time.

“So, did daddy change his mind about letting his baby doll get something permanent on her body?” Megan teased when Ryan finally lifted his mouth from hers, loving the way his eyes darkened at her words.

“Whosebody?” he returned, pulling her over his lap before impaling her on his thick, hungry cock again.

“Your body, daddy, will you let me have something permanent on your body?” she questioned. “Or at least something permanent from your body?” she added at his grunted sounding no.

“Yes, take it from daddy’s body and put it in yours, baby doll. Daddy knows you’ll take such good care of it for nine months,” he added, and it made her break so quickly it was almost scary. She could never be scared in his arms though and she slept in them with ease that night and all of the others during their trip. Especially after he used the markers on her and gave her the most amazing play in their private pool.

They left Bora Bora and went onto Australia visiting friends they’d met that lived there before finally making their way back to the US for the annual family vacation nearly three months later. As much as they’d both wanted for her to get pregnant on their anniversary trip, they’d both known the chance of it happening with her just having the IUD removed was slim and hadn’t let themselves be disappointed when she’d gotten her period a couple weeks later.

She hadn’t had one since then though and as they stopped in New York for a few days to adjust to being back in the US before the family vacation, she finally gave in and took the test. The positive on it made her grin and she quickly got into her doctor, taking a surprised Ryan with her.

“Congratulations mama,” their nurse said coming into the room after doing her urine dip. “From the looks of thingsyou’d likely be around nine weeks so we’re going to set up the ultrasound and see what we can find.”

“I think you forgot to tell me something, baby doll,” Ryan whispered, and she grinned up at him with a little shrug that made his eyes glitter with warning. There was a promise of a punishment in them and while she really got off on his praises, especially after a bit of humiliation still, his punishments were just too good to be good all the time.

“I’m sorry, daddy,” she teased, giving him the innocent little look that simply made his eyes glitter further and she knew they’d have a good night just the two of them.

“You will be when I have daddy’s sweet little ass under my hands, baby doll,” he stated into her ear as the nurse got things set up in the space.

“Alright, I’ll get the ultrasound tech to come in, we’ll be doing a transvaginal one, so you’ll need to remove your underwear. You can keep your skirt on,” her nurse said, and she nodded, fighting to keep the color out of her cheeks at the glittering look in Ryan’s eyes because she wasn’t wearing any. Well, she had been, but he’d ripped them off her in the car on their way here before eating her pussy, using them to jerk off into when they were stuck in traffic. Thank god their driver was a normal one or they’d have a lot of explaining to do when they got here from the way she’d begged daddy to make her come.

Ryan’s little huff and move to block the male ultrasound tech when he began to move between her legs made her swoon, and she blushed a bit when he insisted on inserting it rather than the tech who thankfully didn’t seem offended. The tech couldn’t even see anything with the sheet draped over her lap, but they definitely did when he turned the TV on the wall on, showing them the images he was capturing.

“The doctor will be in to go over the scan, but everything looks right on target with the date estimates,” he said beforeleaving them alone in the room and she didn’t even argue when Ryan lifted her onto his lap, giving her a long, thorough kiss that her doctor eventually interrupted.