Page 79 of Broken Hearts

I’m already so fucking hard, just being here with her and as my fingers trail up her spine to the tie of her bikini, I smile against her mouth before tugging her top undone. Sage giggles, low and breathy as I pull her bikini top off, throwing it to the rocks surrounding the edge of the pool.

“Fuck, you are beautiful,” I whisper, as my mouth drops to her breast, licking her nipple before sucking it into my mouth.

“Nate,” Sage moans, her back arching as her head falls back.

I walk us over to the waterfall, my mouth still on her breast, my hands on her ass beneath the water, grinding her against me. Ever since this thing between us started, I’ve dreamed about bringing her here, dreamed about doing this with her here, even knowing it was probably only ever going to be a one-time thing if it did happen.

I know Sage is leaving and I know she’s going to take a piece of me with her when she goes too, but I still can’t stop myself from wanting her, no matter how much she’s going to break my heart.

It doesn’t matter because it feels like my heart is already hers to do whatever she wants with. I think it’s been hers for a long time, without me even realizing.

“Sage,” I murmur, backing her up against the rocks beside the waterfall, the water crashing down into the pool and spraying us with mist. “I…,” I lift my gaze to hers, pausing as words I never expected pop into my head.

Words I’ve never said before.

Words I’ve never heard either.

I love you.

“Fuck,” I groan, knowing I cannot say these words to her. Not now, not ever. She’s leaving, and me and the shop and everything that’s going to be left behind is never going to be enough for her. I might be sure about what I want, but I’m also sure it’s not the same as what she wants. So instead, I tell her the other truth, “I need you.”

“Yes,” she whispers, her hands sliding down my chest and stomach to the waistband of my shorts.

But I shake my head, my hands on her hips as I hoist her up so she’s sitting on the rock ledge surrounding the pool. With a grin, I grab the sides of her bikini bottoms, slowly pulling them down her legs and off before dropping them onto the rocks beside her.

I lean in and press a kiss to her lips before I sink to my knees, the sandy bottom of the pool at the perfect height. Beneath the water, I close my hands around her ankles, lifting her feet up and out of the water so they are resting on the rocks and Sage is open and bare to me.

Glancing up, I can see she’s watching me intently, her eyes dark, even as a blush colors her cheeks. Grinning, I lick my lips before leaning in and burying my face in her pussy, my tongue trailing through her wetness to her clit in one slow stroke.

“Oh god,” she moans, her voice loud even with the noise of the waterfall. “Nate,” she says, her fingers sliding into my hair, gripping it tight.

I flick my eyes up to her, never taking my mouth off her clit as I continue to lick and suck her as I now slide two fingers inside her. Sage bucks against me, her eyes flying open as she presses on my head, holding my mouth against her as though she’s afraid I’m going to stop.

I don’t ever want to stop.

“So good,” I hum against her, pumping my fingers as I suck and lick and gently tease her. “So fucking perfect.”

“Nate,” she groans again, and I swear, my name has never sounded so fucking hot than when it falls from her mouth.

“Tell me,” I groan, sucking even harder.

Sage bucks against my face again, coming suddenly as she squeezes my fingers so tight, her grip on my hair almost painful. “Fuck,” she breathes out and when I look up, I can see her chest heaving, the flush on her cheeks now darker as she looks down at me.

Standing, I make quick work of my shorts, pushing them down my legs and kicking them onto the rocks as I grab my dick, giving it one long slow stroke. “C’mere,” I say, reaching for her.

Sage smiles as my hands find her ass, lifting her off the rocks and back into the pool, her legs wrapping around my hips. I watch as she grabs my dick now, lining me up before I slowly sink inside her.

“Shit,” I groan, my jaw tight from how good it feels. At how fucking good it looks, sliding inside her. “Sage, fucking hell.”

She moans in response, and I walk us back to the rock edge, so she’s now backed up against it, the water shallow enough that I can watch as I thrust into her, over and over again. Sage grabs one of my hands from her ass and moves it to where we are joined, as though she needs more. My fingers find her clit, gently stroking her as she starts to rock against me. Everything about this moment feels different, more intense somehow, and I really don’t know how I’m going to survive losing her.

Doesn’t matter how many things I’ve lost in my past, the good or the bad, this feels so fucking different. So much more important.

“Nate,” she breathes out, increasing her tempo as the water from the waterfall mists around us. “Oh god, Nate…I’m gonna…”

I open my eyes, watching as she falls apart in my arms for a second time, never stopping her movements as she grinds against me. But the second she comes, it’s enough to pull me over the edge too, the feel of her clenching around me, the sight of her falling apart. The knowledge that this girl is fuckingeverythingto me is just too much.

“Sage,” I groan, crashing my mouth against hers as I come hard, filling her, marking her, owning her.

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