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“I’m going to need you to be explicit, sweetheart,” he says, his voice rough.

I climb to my knees, wrapping my arms around his neck and pressing my naked body against his. His dick jumps against my belly like it has a mind of its own. One of his arms snakes around my waist, pulling me as close as I can get.

“I want you to fuck me, Derek. No condom. Just you. Nothing separating us. I’m on birth control. I’m very careful with it.” I kiss him. “Please.”

He groans, dropping the condom back into the drawer and slamming it shut. Then he lifts me, dropping me into the middle of his bed, following me down. He crushes his lips to mine, settling between my thighs. The tip of his cock kisses my entrance and I try to press myself closer to him, onto him. He stops kissing me and sits up on his knees.

“What now?” I ask.

“Nothing,” he says, his chest heaving as he stares down to where our bodies are almost touching. Then his beautiful brown eyes meet mine, dark with desire. “I’ve never done this before. I want to watch.”

I swallow hard, propping myself up on my elbows. “I’ve never done this before either,” I say.

As though in unspoken agreement, our gazes drop down to where his cock brushes my core. He takes himself in hand, guiding his dick into me, inch after inch disappearing slowly inside of me until he’s fully seated. Our gazes rise, locking. My legs wrap around him and I draw him down to me for a kiss.

He begins to move, slowly at first. Long, deep thrusts that have me moaning and arching up to meet him. I dig my nails into his shoulders. He retaliates by dipping his head to suck on the side of my breast. After a moment, I’m certain there’s a new mark there when he kisses the spot.

“I need more,” I say. “Faster. Harder.”

He chuckles and sits up, adjusting my legs so one is wrapped around his hip and one is draped over his shoulder. The new angle allows him to thrust deeper. I watch as he looks down at where we’re joined.

“God, your pussy is so beautiful,” he says. “Especially when it’s filled with my cock.” He rams himself in deep on the last word and I gasp. He picks up the pace, keeping his thrusts deep and fast. My moans are sharper and getting louder. I clap a hand over my mouth so hopefully Lacey doesn’t hear.

Any time I look at him, he’s looking down at where our bodies come together. It’s the hottest thing I’ve seen in my life, the way he can’t seem to look away, his dark curls falling over his forehead. And his glasses. I’ve always been a sucker for him when he wears his glasses.

He grips my hip with one hand as he pounds into me, his other hand sliding down my leg to my pussy. I’m glad I covered my mouth because when he touches my clit, a spark of pleasure arcs through me and I scream.

“Fuck,” he groans.

I would say the same if I had any voice at all. My vision narrows to him alone, still watching as he thrusts in and out of me, filling me. I tremble, a flash of heat spreading through my body as my orgasm begins, tightening every muscle within me. He swirls his thumb around my clit and I tip over the edge, screaming again when my orgasm bursts.

Derek grunts and shoves inside me again, stilling as his own release hits him. He empties into me on a long groan, then slumps back onto his knees, letting my leg fall from his shoulder.

He’s breathing hard as he leans over me, his chest slick with sweat. I run my hands across him, linking my fingers behind his neck and tugging him down to kiss him.

“I love you,” I say as our lips brush. “So much.”

He gives me a soft smile. “Welcome to the club, sweetheart.”

Chapter 35

Derek

Wespendeverynighttogether after that. If I’m not at Ava’s house, she’s at mine. If Ava comes over, Lacey does as well. I know they’re thinking of selling their house, but they’ve decided to wait until summer so Lacey can focus on finishing grade eleven and Ava can focus on building up her photography business. I’m hoping by the time they list it, they’ll have agreed to move in with me.

While we’re not technically engaged yet, I have a plan to fix that, too. I’ve waited almost nine years for this woman. I figure I’ve waited long enough.

On New Year’s Eve, they’re at my place because we’re going to Blue Vista for our exclusive party.

I’m reading on the couch while I wait for Ava and Lacey to finish getting ready when there’s a knock on my front door.

“Who could that be?” I ask Abyss, who’s curled up on the couch with her head resting against my leg. When I stand, she looks up at me in extreme annoyance.

I go down the hall and open the door to find my father standing there.

“What are you doing here?” I ask.

“I wanted to talk to you. May I come in?”

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