That it’s going to eat me alive at one point in a tie for being such a petty bitch.
Yet, who am I kidding?
The downfall of Torin Wildes for me would be like stabbing him straight in the heart while I looked into his eyes.
I can’t do it.
No matter the actions he’s done to teach me a lesson in taking his brother, I don’t have it in me to murder or harm Pretty Boy.
Not only were my sisters and Dad a weakness, but he’s one, too.
My phone buzzes in my hands, drawing me to something else other than my muddled thoughts.
NESSA: You make it to the apartment okay?
The plan that I offered up to her was that I was staying with Hot Rod and Juice, but I don’t want to be surrounded by any more testosterone tonight. Not after all the funeral arrangements I had to get through today…alone.
BAY: Yeah, I’m good.
NESSA: It’s so funny because YOU’RE NOT HERE.
Motherfuck.
I don’t even get to tell her that I will be soon when another angry text appears on my screen.
NESSA: And they said nothing about you staying here either, Bay, so what the fuck? Where are you?
BAY: I’m fine. I need some time alone.
NESSA: Where?
BAY: I’m safe.
NESSA: Bay, WHERE?
BAY: Chill out.
NESSA: I will when I know where my best friend is at.
BAY: Safe.
NESSA: Too vague, try again.
BAY: Dude, the pushy shit isn’t going to work with me. In fact, it never does.
NESSA: This is what I get for not being up your ass. All this shit happens.
BAY: I got it all handled.
NESSA: I’m not reassured right now.
“Bay.” I practically jump out of my skin as a voice outside the box car literally almost makes me pee myself.
Reaching for the 9mm at my side, I slowly rise to my feet and start for the large sliding doors. “Who is it?”
“The only person who gives a fuck about you at this time.”
Reeve.