The man is a goddamn stallion.
All of a sudden, I’m being flipped onto my back and Hudson spreads my legs wide. He runs his fingers through my pussy and grunts. “So wet,” he mutters.
“Get inside me,” I breathe.
“I need to find a rubber.”
“No,” I cry, holding onto his shoulders. “Raw.”
He cocks a brow. “I never, ever don’t wear one, you’re really cool with that?”
“Yes.”
“You on birth control?”
I nod. “I have been for years.”
He gives me a look. “You own any condoms?”
I shake my head.
“You lyin’?”
I shake my head again.
He leans toward me, tugging on my bottom lip with his teeth, then he lets go. “Good, because nobody is havin’ this pussy except me.”
Oh. He did not.
“It’s yours,” I blurt. “I want you to take my virginity, Huds.Please.”God I’m so needy when I beg, but he seems to like it. And I definitely don’t see him complaining.
He moves his mouth down my jaw, my neck, the top of my breasts, pressing small, delicate kisses to my skin. “You gotta use your words if it hurts.”
“It won’t.”
“It will.”
“But it’ll be a good pain, right?”
He moves his hand between us and I feel his cock at my entrance. I’m so giddy with excitement I could bust. “Yeah,baby girl.It’ll be good. You know I’ll make it good for you.”
He’s so big. I squeeze my eyes shut.
All the years I’ve fantasized about this. About me and Hudson in the sack, never fully believing it would ever happen. When I couldn’t get myself off thinking about someone else, I’d start to picture him and I’d be there in record time. Now it’s really happening and I need him more than I need the air I breathe.
“Open your eyes,” he goes on.
When my eyes spring open, he flicks them down to where we’re joined. “Watch me slide in.”
I half sit up, on my elbows as he comes to his knees, his hands resting on the headboard above us. “Watch me take this pussy for the first time.”
I pant so rapidly, my chest might give way. He slides in farther and I can feel himeverywhere.My tight channel grips him as he edges in, slow and controlled as I encourage him. “Don’t be gentle with me. I can take it.” In truth, I don’t know if I can, but I know Hudson would never hurt me, even in the heat of the moment.
He’s only a quarter in and I can’t take how hot this is. Watching him take me as his hands move to my hips and I know he’s holding himself back. Like he said: he’s never been with a virgin. It’s a first for both of us. It’s special. Despite our years of griping and teasing one another, we care about each other. And I wouldn’t want anyone else in my bed doing this very thing except him.
“Oh, my God,” I cry out when he pulls out and then pushes back in.
His eyes flick to mine. He stills, halfway inside. “Too much?”