Page 33 of Reckless Flames

I can’t wait much longer. We were meant to be together, you see. Your book showed me that, and you will soon see it for yourself.

All my love,

Don’t you wish you knew?

“Jesus, Sophie, this is...this is serious,” Madi said, her voice laced with fear and anger. “We need to go to the police—now.

The resolve in her voice was the push I needed, a positive action I could take in the face of the storm that threatened to engulf me. Together, we drove over to the police station, the letter a silent testament to the danger that loomed ever closer.

The rest of that day was a blur of additional police statements and a pervasive sense of fear that tainted every moment. The sanctuary that had been my home now felt like a fortress, each ring of the phone or knock at the door a potential harbinger of danger.

Through it all, Madi was a constant presence by my side, her earlier coldness replaced by a fierce protectiveness. That evening, as we sat in the living room, the tension of the day winding down, she broke the silence.

“Soph, I guess I didn’t really get it before,” she said, her voice thick with unspoken apologies. “I mean, I knew about the stalker, but seeing it up close like this…it’s terrifying.”

I nodded, her understanding a balm to the raw edges of my anxiety. “It’s been...a lot,” I admitted, the understatement of the year. “But being with you here, knowing I’m not facing this alone—it means everything to me.”

Madi reached out, her hand gripping mine with a strength that belied her gentle nature. “I’m here, Soph, no matter what. We’re going to get through this together.”

The solidarity in her words was a beacon of hope in the darkness, a reminder that even in the face of such an obvious threat, I wasn’t alone. The bond between us, strained and tested, had emerged stronger, fortified by the trials we’d faced.

Still, I received instant support from Madi and my parents when I told them that I wanted to go back to Ben’s. Having seen the latest letter for themselves seemed to make the stalker real for them in a way he hadn’t been before.

An hour later, I found myself walking up to Ben’s doorstep, seeking not just the physical safety his home offered but the emotional solace I always found in his presence.

He opened the door before I could knock, as if he had been watching for me. The concern in his eyes mirrored the turmoil he saw in mine. “Sophie,” he said, pulling me into his arms the moment I crossed the threshold, his voice a soothing balm to my frayed nerves. “I’ve got you.”

The warmth of his embrace was a stark contrast to the cold fear that had settled in my bones. “I’m so tired, Ben,” I confessed, allowing myself to lean into his strength. “Tired of being scared all the time.”

“I know, love, I know,” he whispered, leading me to the living room, where the soft glow of the lamps cast a comforting light. We sat on the couch, entwined in each other’s arms, the rest of the world momentarily forgotten.

As the tension began to ebb away, replaced by the warmth and safety of Ben’s presence, I found the courage to voice the fears that had been haunting me. “What if this never ends, Ben? What if we’re always looking over our shoulders, waiting for the next threat?”

Ben’s hold on me tightened, a silent vow of protection. “We’ll get through this, Sophie. We’re stronger than some coward hiding in the shadows. And we won’t let him win by living in fear.”

His words, fierce and resolute, ignited a spark of defiance within me. The comfort I found in his arms, in the quiet strength he exuded, fortified my resolve. In the face of danger, our bond had deepened, becoming something unbreakable, a force to be reckoned with.

As the night wore on, the intensity of our discussions gave way to a more tender exchange, a mutual need for reassurance. Our dialogue became less about the stalker and more about us, about the life we were fighting to protect and the future we dared to hope for.

“I hate that this is happening, that your life is being turned upside down because of me,” I murmured, the guilt that had been gnawing at me finding voice in the quiet of the room.

Ben cupped my face in his hands, forcing me to meet his gaze. “Sophie, listen to me. I’m in this because I want to be, because I care about you more than I’ve ever cared about anyone in years. This isn’t your fault, and you have nothing to apologize for.”

The conviction in his voice, the intensity of his gaze, washed over me in waves, erasing the guilt and replacing it with an overwhelming sense of gratitude and love. In that moment, despite the danger that loomed just beyond the safety of his home, I felt a profound sense of belonging and peace.

Wrapping his arms around me, Ben pulled me closer, whispering against my hair, “You are everything.”

Just the sound of his voice, low and husky, made my body come alive. Fuck the stalker. Fuck anything and everything standing in the way of my happiness, which right now, involved Ben taking me like it was the first time all over again.

I pulled his face to mine, kissing him. My passion was returned in kind, with him carrying me to his bed, where he laid me down. I tugged off my clothes quickly, eager to feel his skin against mine. He was wearing jeans and a T-shirt, but they disappeared soon enough, and he laid down on top of me.

His hands explored, his thumb running over my nipple and sending shockwaves through my core. I threw my head back, letting out a cry of pure bliss as he took my whole breast in hand. His mouth claimed mine, swallowing the sounds of pleasure that escaped as he took his free hand and slid it between my legs.

As I gasped his name, he guided himself inside of me, filling me with a slow, steady rhythm that left no room for anything else except the sensation of him penetrating me, claiming me. Every stroke, every movement of his hips, sent new sparks shooting through me. His touch was exquisite torture, the friction of his fingertips on my skin igniting the fire spreading throughout my body. I couldn’t stand it anymore, could barely breathe as my orgasm hit me, leaving me gasping for air as Ben’s thrusts grew deeper and faster.

My fingers dug into his shoulders, clinging desperately to something solid.

Finally, when I thought I would surely shatter beneath the pressure of my release, Ben held me tight as I came down from my high, my heart pounding against his chest, his own beating as fast as mine. We lay there in silence, lost in each other’s embrace, his lips grazing my forehead and my temple.

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