CHAPTER1
JULIET
Someone’s fuckingat the end of the dorm.
It started off as discreet moans and a gently creaking bed, subtle enough to make you think you’re just imagining things. But now it’s progressed to high-pitched whimpering and the rhythmic metallic scrape of the bed across the concrete floor.
Even though it’s against the rules for us to fuck, every so often it happens. When the vampires set up these camps they had to know it would happen, shoving us all in together and expecting us not to act like humans?
Stupid feeders.They really didn’t think this through. I puff out a heavy breath into the humid night air as the moans get louder. Both parties involved are clearly having a great time. The woman in the bed next to me, Gina, shifts to her side, raising herself on an elbow and giving a frustrated sigh. She lies back down and pulls the blanket over her head.
Usually I’d do the same, just roll over and bury my head under the pillow, shutting out the sound and try to go to sleep. I don’t want to alert the feeders to what’s going on and get anyone in trouble, and if I call out one of them might hear. But tonight it’s unbearably hot, and there’s not a hint of damn air movement in this fucking dorm. The moans get louder again and I can’t take it.
“Can you keep it down?” I say without lifting my head. “Some of us are trying to sleep.”
A few people nearby giggle abashedly, and the moans quieten down a little. The scraping of the bed sounds in short bursts, then there’s a muffled groan. And silence.
Finally.
I shift onto my stomach and curl my arms around my pillow. My skin tingles a little, and I sigh. I’m not just annoyed, and hot. Maybe, just maybe, I’m a little jealous. My body is caught in a sudden rush of heat that has nothing to do with the early Summer night. Hearing those sounds and remembering whatthatfeels like has me turned on suddenly. I swallow down a groan.Goddammit.
I haven’t had sex in years. The last time was my first week of college. Before all of this started.
I chew the inside of my cheek, struggling to remember the guy’s name. He’s probably dead now, or locked up in a compound just like this one.What was his name?Harley? Hadley? Bradley?Fuck.I can’t even remember his name. Not that it really matters anyway.
I do remember that night though. I was a little drunk, enough to have the confidence to go home with a guy I barely knew. He’d had big blue eyes, and he made me laugh. He’d been on the swim team, so he had nice muscles. Nice dick, too. Average length, but thick. He made sure I came first. Maybe he’d have been my boyfriend if the world hadn’t gone to shit.
My nipples graze against the cotton of my t-shirt and I bite back a moan.
God fucking dammit. Why did I have to think about that night? Now I’m hot and really, really horny. I squeeze my thighs together. Great. Fucking great. I hate not having any privacy, ever. The feeders keep us in a nice, tight flock, so we’re never alone. We eat together, sleep together, shower together, get drained together. It’s a fucking nightmare.
I miss being alone. Being able to just think or read or sleep in a room with no other people, or maybe use a fucking vibrator in the shower.
I look over at my neighbor, the one in my line of vision now, to check he’s asleep. Larry is an older guy, in his late 50s. Nice enough, a bit lazy. Snores sometimes. Like right now. Good.
I strain to hear if there’s any more sounds of anyone being awake, but all seems quiet. Just soft snoring and shallow breathing.
No one will hear me. I’ll just lie here on my stomach and be real, real quiet.
I put my hand in my panties, which are absolutely soaked. I circle my clit slowly, and I bite my lip. Being hot turns me on, it makes my whole body taut with need and I don’t even know why. Especially when I’m in a really dark room. Everything feels more heightened. I move my fingers fast, chasing my orgasm, just wanting to feel that heat in my face and that pressure in my belly. I don’t need it to last long.
After a minute I feel it rising, but I realize I’m so wet that someone’s going to hear if I keep moving this quickly. Shit. I have to slow down, and fuck it’s agonising. My toes curl as the arousal draws out, and I bite into my pillow to stop myself moaning. Fuck fuck fuck.
My heartbeat thunders in my ears and I can’t help but roll my hips a little. The bed creaks softly under me, but it may as well be a hand grenade going off in this fucking dorm. I whimper as my climax builds, harder and deeper than if I’d just been able to finish straight away.
I breathe rapidly, imagining Harley - Bradley? - grinding himself into me, that thick cock stretching me. Fuck, I just want that weight on me again, the weight of another person, holding me, kissing me, fucking railing me til I scream.
Then it hits me, and I press my face into the pillow. A tiny moan shudders out of my throat, my fingers still moving as I ride out the high. My whole body is buzzing with electricity, and I lift my head from the pillow to suck down a rasping breath.
Thunder rumbles overhead just as the double door at the end of the dorm pushes open.
Oh fuck. I drop my head back to the pillow instantly, praying that whoever just walked in didn’t see the movement. My fingers are still in my panties against my throbbing clit andwho the fuck just walked in? I hold my breath, listening for any movement and wishing I could stop my heart thundering in my chest. It’s so fuckingloud.
For a moment I wonder if I imagined the sound of the door opening, but then footsteps begin to move across the floor. Slow and heavy. I exhale soundlessly, keeping my cheek determinedly pressed to the pillow, my eyes clenched shut. Whoever it is gets closer. And closer. Panic begins to prickle at my lips. Can the feeder smell me?
I was told once that human arousal sends them into a sort of frenzy. But that was just a rumor, right? Just one of those stupid urban myths that humans threw around about the “feeders”, to make vampires even scarier. It’s not true. It can’t be.
But right now with my fingers still coated in my arousal and tucked between my thighs, I can’t help but wonder far too hard. Especially when the footsteps stop. Right at the end of my bed.