Page 45 of Till Death Saves Me

I carry her upstairs, her fingers working at my belt as I bring my lips back up to hers. When we reach my room, I set her gentlyon the bed, kicking off my pants and ripping away my shirt. She shucks off her shorts, leaving her bare and unbelievably beautiful. My cock aches at the sight of her.

Virginia reaches for me, wrapping her hand around my length. There's no hesitation there, and I love that she is overcome with her need for me that she isn't even thinking, just doing.

She licks her palm and pumps it up and down my length, and I groan, thrusting into her touch. Damn, she is good. Though anything this woman does to me is going to be fucking perfect.

She leans in, her lips brushing my ear. "I need you in me, Ivan."

Fuck. I couldn't deny her if I tried. I scoop her up, settling her on top of me as I lie back on the bed. I know she's got to be sore from earlier — though I can't think about that or I'll fucking lose it — and I don't want to hurt her. This way, she controls the pace, the depth, and nothing presses on her already sore spots.

Hesitating, she looks down at me, and I see a flash of uncertainty. "Ivan…I've never-"

I shake my head at her, reaching up to cup her face. "Do what makes you feel good. I just need to fucking feel you or I will go out of my goddamn mind. Don't think about it."

"But-"

I smack her ass and she yelps. "Do what I say," I growl out and her eyes light up. "Fuck me. However you want. I just. Want. You."

She braces her hands on my chest, her knees digging into the mattress on either side of my hips. I grip her waist, guiding her as she lowers herself onto me. Her eyes flutter closed, a soft moan escaping her lips as she takes me in, inch by inch.

She's tight, wet, perfect. I grit my teeth, fighting the urge to thrust up into her. This is her show. Her pace. Her control. And fuck if it isn't the sexiest thing I've ever seen.

"God, I love taking you bare," I moan out. "I've never felt anything better."

Virginia’s fingers dig into my chest, her nails scratching lightly as she rocks against me. The sensation of her, hot and slick around my cock, is fucking exquisite.

"Yes," she pants as she starts to move. "Yes, I love feeling you inside of me."

I grit my teeth, fighting the urge to take control, to flip her over and pound into her until she screams. But this is her show, her rhythm, and I'm fucking loving it.

"You feel so damn good, malyshka," I mutter, my voice rough with need. "So tight, so wet. You love riding my cock, don't you?"

She moans, her eyes fluttering closed as she grinds against me. "Yes," she gasps. "God, yes, Ivan."

I grip her face, pulling her down until our eyes are inches apart, until we're breathing the same air. Her pupils are blown wide, her lips swollen from my kisses. Fuck, she's beautiful like this, wild and free.

"That's it," I groan, my hips flexing up to meet hers. "Take all of me. Every fucking inch."

She whimpers, her pace quickening. Her fingers tangle in my hair, gripping tightly as she rides me faster, harder. The sound of hips driving down against mine is going to make me fucking crazy — and more addicted than I already am.

"You drive me insane," I groan as she swirls her hips at the base before gliding back up. "You make me want to pump you full of my cum, to breed you and make you forever stuck with me."

She gives me a lust-filled grin. "I already am."

Sliding my free hand up, I tweak her nipple, sucking in the moan that escapes her. "I want more."

And I do. I want to stuff her inside of me. I want to break open my ribs and keep her right there with my heart. There's no fucking reason for it to beat without her anymore.

I have officially lost my mind.

And I don't want it back.

"Ivan," she pants, her voice a desperate plea. "I'm close. So close."

I grip her hips, my fingers digging into her soft flesh. I guide her movements, helping her find that perfect rhythm, that sweet spot that'll send her flying.

"You wanna come?" I growl, my eyes locked onto hers. "You wanna come all over my cock, malyshka?"

She nods frantically, her breath hitching. "Yes.Please, Ivan. Make me come."