I love this.
I close my fist tighter in his hair, scratching the scalp as I process and bite his clavicle.
Kai screeches. “Yes...”
I pull his hair harder with one hand, my teeth sinking into his flesh, while my other hand’s nails rake down the sweaty muscles of his back, deep enough for him to let out a cry.
“Fucking Christ, yes!”
Our hips colliding along with his whines makes me lose the map. I’m set ablaze. My skin melts, and my heart no longer knows how to beat. Decibels rise, making the air heavy. As I believe I’ll die, my body cramps with an agonizing pleasure, and I let out an insignificant moan.
His hand withdraws from between us and comes to squeeze my ass, fingers digging into my skin. His fierce pushes become frenzied, out of control. Kai has reached his physical limit.
A low growl fills the room when he comes and collapses at the end of everything on my oozing body. The sound of our out-of-control breathing fills the room, and I’m delighted, even if I thought I was dying.
“Fuck… I’ve been having sex wrong my whole life,” Kai wheezes after a few minutes, wiping tears off his cheeks. “You almost killed me.”
I didn’t even know sex could be this enjoyable. “I forbid you to die while you go wild.”
“I’m not the only one who went wild, shit…I…”
The compliment makes me stutter. “Was I good?” I ask with a shy peek to the side.
The smugness in his facial expression shuts me up. I grace him with a kiss on the nose when he collapses at my side. Crazy hair stuck to his forehead, scarlet cheeks, mouth ajar, and enigmatic eyes. He’s an enchanting vision.
Kai rolls onto his side and wraps himself around me. The heat radiating from his body could burn me, but the gesture stretches my lips into a lazy, satisfied smile.
I realize something extraordinary. I’ve been fucked too many times to talk about it, but I’ve never made love this way. Uninhibitedly willing. My heart, which was resuming its rhythm, goes back to a deafening symphony.
Kai whispers Japanese words I don’t understand into my neck, but they fill my heart with an outpouring of indescribable feelings.
“You’re all soaked,” I whisper and nuzzle his chest.
“It was worth it.” He grins, the sun in his gaze blazing. “But I have to shower again.”
“Oh, no…” I mock him.
I watch him get out of bed, get rid of the full condom, thread shaky fingers in his sweaty hair, and it forces me to hold back a hysterical laugh.
Oh, shit.Those scratches are going to leave marks…
As Kai returns from the bathroom, a calm settles over me. I reach out to him, pulling him close as we lie together, tangled in the sheets. The marks on his back map our passion, a reminder I can be bold and fierce.
“I never expected this,” he murmurs while his fingers trace patterns on my right shoulder. He looks at me like I’m the most precious thing in the world. “Perfect cutie pie.”
My heart swells with warmth. “I don’t want this to end.”Ever.
He smiles, a gentle warmth in his gaze. “You just say the best things, you know that?” he replies, pulling the white sheet over our head. “I’m never gonna let this end.”
I giggle, Nina’s voice booming, yelling:“Red flag! Too possessive and controlling!”
His nose trails up my neck and tickles my temple. “Unless you say so,” he adds with a mischievous grin.
Swooning overload.
“Do you think we can go to Vancouver and then the beach house to sort our things?”
He considers my suggestion momentarily, his eyes scanning my face for any sign of deceit. “Vancouver first,” he agrees, “then your beach house. We can blend in, lay low for a while. I’ll have my contact prepare things for us.”