“I don’t mean to have sex. I just want you naked inourbed. I want to feel your skin against mine.”
She snuggled into him and nodded. “Okay.”
Her bump was pushing up against his stomach. Every once in a while, he felt the baby kick. Every single time, he looked down and smiled.
“Would you like to be Little today?”
“Yes. Please, Daddy.”
CHAPTER TWENTY
RAINEY
“Can I have a shirt?” she asked.
“No, Little girl. Today, you are just going to wear a diaper.”
Rainey covered her boobs with her arms. It was weird only to be wearing a diaper.
“You’re okay. Everything is going to be okay. No one will be able to see in the house. The only person seeing you is me.”
Daddy walked over to the rocking chair and sat down, but Rainey stayed where she was. Dane was lying next to the chair, fast asleep.
Nerves ran through her as she thought about the day ahead of them. She had said yes to being Little today, fully Little. She had shown tiny bits of her Little to him, but she had never played tha young.
“Are you okay?” Daddy asked.
She looked at him sitting in the rocking chair and nodded. Was she? Yes, but nerves were eating her alive. Wasshe going to be able to make it through the day?
“Come here.”
Daddy had a bottle of chocolate milk with him. He had already changed her into a diaper, and that was all she was wearing. It felt weird, but at the same time, she felt even smaller than before. Something she hadn’t ever felt.
Rainey trusted Daddy to take care of her and everything she needed. He wasn’t going to abuse the power. She was a little self-conscious when Daddy said she would wear a diaper and nothing else. Was that normal? Maybe it was to some people, but she wasn’t used to showing off her body.
Daddy helped her onto his lap. As she snuggled into his side, he brought the nipple to her lips. He started to rock the chair as she suckled.
“Such a good girl.”
Grabbing his pinky finger, she relaxed even further and closed her eyes. This was another thing she could get used to doing every day. But Rainey knew she would have to pick a few things they did every day and some they did once or twice a week or month.
Once the baby arrived, things were going to be different. She wouldn’t have as much free time, and no doubt she would be exhausted.
“I was thinking we could go downstairs and play after you finish your bottle.”
She squeezed his finger and continued to suckle. Rainey hadn’t realized how relaxing it was. She had only done it several times, but it always calmed her.
“Does my Little girl like to suck? Maybe we can get youanother pacifier. You could use it whenever you get really anxious and Dane isn’t near you.”
Dane was amazing, and she didn’t register how much he helped her. He could always tell when her heart rate spiked and she was nervous. He was there to make her sit and calm down.
“Such a good girl.”
Once she finished the bottle, Daddy placed it down and continued to rock with her in his lap.
“I think we should make this a daily thing, even if it’s only for two minutes. Just sit down, you in my lap, where we relax and just be together.”
But things were going to change when she had the baby. Would she have as much free time to do it? Daddy talked about being around in the beginning to help, but how much would he help? Would she be able to relax or be constantly worried and exhausted?