“I won’t. I will remind you daily, weekly, or monthly if I need to.”
“Could we… never mind.”
It was a dumb idea, and she didn’t want to make it tedious.
“Can we what?”
“It was nothing.”
“Little girl.”
“Could we just check in each afternoon? Like if we needto talk about something? I don’t know if that makes any sense, but just have a word we say, and if anything is bothering us or we need to talk about something, we can.”
“Absolutely. I think that would be a great idea.”
She relaxed and Daddy gave her a smile.
They sat in silence for several minutes as Daddy typed. He was filling in the rules part.
“Punishments. Spankings, corner time, lines, soap in themouth, ginger up your bottom, spankings with a hairbrush. Are all those okay?”
“Yes.” She sighed. “Wait!”
“Yes?”
“Soap in mouth. I cannot do that. It brings up memories from childhood. I will puke like it’s spinach.”
“Okay, so no soap, but everything else is okay.”
“Sadly,” she mumbled. She didn’t want those punishments, but they weren’t triggers for her. She would just have to make sure she was a good girl.
“You’re going to be okay. Maybe you will have a hot bottom and aching hand at some point, but it won’t be every day.”
“And rewards?” she asked.
“It could be you having ice cream or two extra pieces of candy. It could also be Big-girl rewards, like you getting an orgasm.”
Rainey liked the thought of that. While she loved the idea of having ice cream or an extra two pieces of candy, she also really liked the idea of getting to come.
It also didn’t go unnoticed that he said two extra pieces of candy. He remembered, and it was extremely thoughtful.Was he going to be this thoughtful the whole time they were together? How long were they going to be together? That was a great question; one she was nervous to ask. Was he going to say just a couple of weeks until she had the baby or until she had enough money to get her own place?
“What’s bothering you?” Daddy asked.
“How do you know anything is wrong with me?”
“You’ve got this serious expression. You’re thinking hard about something, and I just have a feeling it’s bothering you.”
“Is this going to be a short-term thing, or is it going to be a long-term thing? How is this going to work? What is going to happen?”
The nerves were eating her alive as she asked the question and waited for his answer. Rainey knew he told her he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her, and he loved her, but that was different from being in a dynamic.
“I want long-term. I want to grow old with you, have several children, and live life together. I want to help you with the baby growing inside of you like I was the blood father. I want to be the father figure.”
Rainey was not expecting him to say that. But at the same time, it didn’t make her panic and want to leave. For some reason, it calmed her down, andthatmade her panic a little.
“Is it too soon?” she whispered. “We’ve only known each other for a day. I feel like this is way too soon.”
“I don’t think it is. When you know, you know, and don’t let it go. It might be a little fast but why wait to go with society’s norms? Why can’t we do it at the pace we want to, no matter how fast or slow?”