Her cheeks turn red. She refocuses on the path, offering, "Sorry. It was just a joke."
We need to talk.
"Hold on," I order, clicking twice and kicking Trojan.
He picks up speed, and I veer out of the woods and across a small field.
"What's that?" she asks, pointing to an old cabin.
"It's the old ranch hands' bunkhouse," I inform her, stopping Trojan several feet from the porch. "Want to go see the inside?"
"Sure."
I jump off Trojan and instruct, "Put your foot in the stirrup, then swing your leg over."
She masters the task perfectly, and I praise, "Look at you go!"
She beams. "I did okay, didn't I?"
"You did." I loop the reins over the post, then grab her hand. "Come on." I lead her up the steps and open the door.
"You don't lock it?" she questions.
I chuckle. "The ranch is secure at all times."
"I know, but still..."
Amusement fills me. I've never felt anything but safe on the ranch. It's fenced and has a gate. Plus, no one would ever attempt to mess with my family.
So I tease, "You aren't in California anymore."
"Guess not," she says.
I flip the light switch, and a lightbulb flickers a few times before staying on.
"It doesn't look or smell abandoned," Phoebe comments, glancing around the room.
I admit, "That's because I come here quite a bit."
She arches her eyebrows. "You do?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
My chest tightens. I take a few moments, then confess, "I love my family, but sometimes, I need to be alone."
She briefly studies me, then states, "That makes sense."
I put my hand on her cheek. "All I've wanted to do since the morning I woke up with you in my bed is bring you here."
She swallows hard and then opens her mouth. Nothing comes out.
My pulse pounds harder. I slide my thumb over her chin. "I think we need to talk."
She takes a deep breath, a flush growing on her cheeks. "Alexander…" She bites on her lip.
"I think we made the wrong decision and need to talk this through."