Page 129 of Thorns of Malice

She adds, "I don't know anyone who's in any relationship where something's not fucked-up."

"Really?"

"Do you?" she challenges.

I can't say I do, but I can't say I don't either. I don't know a lot of people in relationships. I've kept to myself, and the only people I really associate with are my sex addict friends, and that's mostly in our group sessions. And I know that's not normal life for most people.

"Well?" she pushes.

"No, I don't know anyone who isn't fucked-up."

She glances at her watch. "Let me have the front desk hold my bags. Maybe I can help you out."

"How?"

She gives me a look, and it hits me.

"Are you being serious right now?" I gape at her.

She leans into my ear. "I've not had sex since I got here. All I got to do that night was make out with Avery, and you know that wasn't fun with Ms. Drunky." She pulls her head back and gives me a bored look.

I stifle a laugh.

"Well, I mean, if Jaxon meets me, and he's okay with it, and I'm okay with it, then..." She shrugs and adds, "Maybe my bags will go into his room for a few more days. I feel a marathon coming on." She wiggles her eyebrows, beaming.

I laugh. "You're crazy, Lilly.

"Yep, I know it. So what do you think?"

I sigh. "I don't know. There are some things between Jaxon and me that we need to work out."

"Invite him down to the bar," she orders.

I hesitate.

"Do you think going to his room is a good idea?" She tilts her head.

"No, you're right. It's not."

"Text him to come to the bar."

I pick up my phone.

Me: I'm here. Come to the bar.

Jaxon: No, I gave you my room number. Come up to the room.

Me: I'm not going to the room. Come to the bar.

Jaxon: I want to talk in private.

I decide it's best to give him a heads-up.

Me: Nobody's in the bar except my friend Lilly and me.

Jaxon: Who's Lilly?

Me: I'll fill you in when you meet us.

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