Like a trained pup, I came, shooting ropes of cum onto the shower wall. When Kevin pulled out of me, I felt his cum dripping out as well. It was a good thing we were in the showeralready. Kevin reached around me to squeeze some body wash into his hand. I turned and leaned against the shower wall to watch as he stroked his cock with the soap to clean himself off.
“Have you decided when we’re going to tell them yet?” I asked.
Kevin froze for a fraction of a second before rinsing himself off and stepping out of the shower. “I thought we talked about this, Remington. Just because we’re having some fun in the privacy of our dorm doesn’t mean we have to tell our girlfriends about it.”
I was glad he wasn’t in the shower with me anymore to see the disappointment on my face at his response. I was tired of pretending I had feelings for Jessica to keep up appearances. Don’t get me wrong, I liked her and enjoyed spending time with her. And it wasn’t that I didn’t enjoy having sex with her. She was a firecracker in bed but didn’t have my heart. Not the way that Kevin did. I had known in high school that I was bisexual but hadn’t acted on it until college. Coming from a midwestern small town, being gay was not something you talked about. If my father ever found out about my sexuality, he would disown me.
When Kevin was assigned as my roommate, I didn’t expect anything to happen between us. We both had girlfriends who had become fast friends and often doubled together everywhere we went. Maybe that was the start of it. We spent nearly every moment of our lives together. We saw each other in all states of dress and intimate actions. Looking back, I should have known something was brewing between us. Lingering touches, casual flirtations while alone, accidentally walking in on each other in our private bathroom. It all progressed so subtly that I didn’t even question it when one night, our eyes met across the room while we were fucking our girlfriends and never left each otheruntil we had come inside them, inadvertently treating them like little more than cum dumps.
That wasn’t the last time that happened, but it didn’t go any further until the girls were busy one night, so we decided to stay in, get drunk, and play video games. We did get drunk. And we did play a single match on the Xbox. That was how long we could keep our hands off each other. Our first time together was our first time with another man, and it lives rent-free in my mind. That was three months ago, and we fooled around or fucked every chance we got. Shower times frequently involved sex, so we tended to take a lot of showers.
I had been bringing up coming out to our girlfriends for a few weeks now. Summer break was coming, and I didn’t want to spend it living a lie. I already didn’t plan on returning home this summer, knowing that if I did, the secret I harbored would end up exploding from within me to the detriment of my family relations. Initially, it seemed like Kevin wanted to stop hiding who we were to each other just as much as I did. Still, after our initial conversation, whenever I brought it up, he changed the subject or beat around the bush about why it wasn’t a good idea.
I didn’t respond to him and heard him leave the bathroom. I lightly banged my head against the tiles with a groan. Maybe I was expecting too much from Kevin, and what we had didn’t mean as much to him as it did to me. By the time I finished my shower, I was determined to resolve this once and for all. He had to make a choice, and then,based on his choice, I would decide how my summer would go and whether I’d be applying for a new roommate.
Wrapping a towel around my waist, I left the bathroom to confront him. “Kevin, I need you to choose before the girls get here.”
“Choose what?” Jessica asked, jumping in front of me and wrapping her arms around my waist. She tipped on her toes to give me a kiss hello, which I automatically returned.
“Where we’re taking you for dinner,” Kevin supplied smoothly from his bed,where his girlfriend Audri was already straddling and kissinghim. I wonder if she’d be kissing him or want to suck his dick if she knew it had been up my ass less than ten minutes ago.
“Did you make up your mind?” I asked, meeting his eyes.
“I did,” he replied, “You just won’t accept my answer.”
I tried not to let it show how much of a blow to my heart his words were. I looked at Jessica and forced a smile onto my face. “Well, there you have it. It’s settled.”
She returned my smile and looked between Kevin and me. “Either of you care to let us know what you decided?” she asked.
“Who cares,” Audri said, climbing off of Kevin. “I want Grease Trucks tonight.”
Kevin got off the bed and pulled her into his arms again. “How did you know that’s what I picked?” he asked her in that same gravelly purr he used on me in the shower to make me come. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t make my cock twitch beneath my towel.
“We’re just a match made in heaven,” Audri chirped. “Jessie and I will go find some e-bikes for us. You two hurry up and finish getting ready.” She grabbed Jessica’s hand, and they skipped out of the room.
I waited until the door closed behind them to face Kevin. “Is that really your decision?” I demanded.
Kevin sighed. “It is, Remington. I don’t know how many ways I can say the same damn thing until you get it through your head.”
I approached him, stepping into his space and forcing him to step away or remain pressed against my half-naked body.He didn’t step back, and his eyes darted to my lips briefly. I leaned closer until our lips were a breath away from each other. “Forgive me if I seem to be getting mixed signals. Ten minutes ago, when you were coming inside me, you seemed to feel differently.”
“Just because I enjoy fucking you doesn’t mean I’m interested in a relationship with you,” he replied, finally stepping back. He looked past me, and his eyes widened.
“What the fuck!” Audri screeched from behind me.
I spun around in horror to see her and Jessica standing in the doorway in shock. Well, that was one way to tell them.
“It’s not what it looks like!” Kevin said quickly.
“I heard you tell him that you enjoy fucking him, Kevin. Are you fucking gay?” Audri demanded.
“No!” he yelled. “It was a mistake, and I’ve been trying to get it through Remington’s head. I didn’t want to anymore, but he kept pushing.”
My mouth fell open in shock as I spun to face Kevin again. “Are you fucking kidding me? I was in the fucking shower first when you jumped in and helped yourself to my fucking ass like you were a dying man, and the secret to survival was in my colon!”
“Oh, that’s just fucking great,” Audri scoffed. “Listen, we don’t have time for this. Daddy is sending a car for us. Some weird shit is going down. Some sort of virus or something, and he said we’re evacuating to our summer island house. We’ll talk about this later.”
The situation must have been severe for Audri’s dad to send a car for us. He generally forgot he had a child unless he needed to show her off at some big corporate event. “Let me get dressed,” I said, moving to my dresser.