Page 33 of Twink Heart

?“I know what you meant,” I laughed. “Just giving you a hard time. I know you’re nervous.”

?“It’s just… weird to talk about.”

?“How did you and your girlfriend talk about sex?”

?He furrowed his brows in confusion. “What do you mean?”

?“I mean, how did you talk about meeting your needs in the bedroom? Did you talk about things you like? Things you don’t like? Or maybe hard limits for stuff you weren’t into?”

?“No,” he said, shaking his head. “We just had sex. Or well, we used to. She never said anything to me and I figured it was a pretty straightforward operation.”

?“That’s not a very wise assumption,” I said softly, trying not to make him feel bad. “Everyone likes different things and just doing it the normal way sometimes isn’t good enough for people.”

?“So I messed that up too–”

?“That’s not what I’m saying,” I interrupted. “Did she ever tell you what she wanted or ask what you liked?”

?“No, but–”

?“Then she was being uncommunicative too.”

?Another sigh.

?“Here, let me show you how it’s done,” I said. I sat up a little straighter and made sure he was looking me in the eye. “I really enjoy making out, oral sex of any kind, bottoming, and I especially enjoy being bred when I’m with a person I trust. Other than that, I really like the idea of that sex swing in the other room and I find it really hard to resist a guy after he’s been on a run or working out.” I couldn’t help but smile. “There’s just something about that smell, you know? I don’t know what, but it just gets to me. Oh, and I love being ordered around in the bedroom. Dominance makes me weak in the knees.”

?Rowan sat there, his mouth hanging open as he stared at me. However, a quick glance down at his lap told me all I needed to know. His shorts were already tented and I could clearly see the head of his cock fighting against the fabric. Apparently talking about what I liked really turned him on.

?“Now it’s your turn,” I nodded. “Tell me what you like.”

?“I… I’ve never been with a guy before…”

?“So tell me what you’ve fantasized about. That’ll give me a clue.”

?“I mean… What we did this morning was hot.”

?“Okay. Anything else?”

?His cheeks turned bright red as he turned his gaze to the floor. “I… uh… I’ve always wanted to suck a dick,” he nearly whispered. “And anal seems sort of interesting.”

?“Interesting how?”

?“I’ve heard it’s tight, and it hugs everything a bit more. At least that’s what Adam said.” He shook his head. “I don’t know though. It seems risky.”

?“Risky?” I asked, raising an eyebrow.

?“Like… things could get… you know… dirty.”

?I couldn’t help but laugh. I should have known that was going to be his concern. “Well, that’s a reality with having sex in general. Things can always go wrong. But I’ll let you in on a secret.”

?“What?”

?“There are tools to make sure everything is pretty clean before you start. Most of the time, that takes care of everything. But, if something happens, you just clean up and move on. That’s why there’s soap.”

?He nodded. “Yeah. That’s makes sense I guess.”

?“Anything else you want to try or that you like?”

?“There’s one thing I’m gonna miss I think.”

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