I’m past the age of fucking random women, and I always make sure I take every precaution not to get any of them pregnant and keep myself healthy. So, everything I do here with Carrie is a first time for both of us.
She tilts her head back and looks up at what I’m doing. I wonder if she’s checking for notches in the headboard.
“Carrie, I’ve brought no one home.”
Surprise registers on her face, and I don’t blame her. I’m thirty-two-years-old now, so it must seem odd to her.
“I’ve dated no one seriously since college. Not more than a handful of dates here and there. You can guess my life isn’t conducive to that type of relationship.”
“Yeah, I can see why.
“I want this to be something I only share with you.”
“Thank you, Daddy.”
I brush my lips against hers before I pull her legs apart.
“Spread them as wide as you can. I’m going to have to get some toys for us.”
“What?”
“Think about what you’d like.”
“Oh, I already have a list in mind. I’ve had plenty of time for my fantasies, Shane.”
“You’ll have to tell me each and every one, little girl.
“I’ll show you mine if you’ll share yours.”
“Of course. I plan to act out each and every one of them.”
“Promise, Daddy?”
“Promise,cailín. It’s going to take us a long, long time just to get through mine.”
She assesses me for a moment before she nods. Does she understand what I’m implying? That I still believe we have a chance, or at least I want to see if we do.
“Shane, do you really think we can? I want to know before we go any further that if I leave the agency, we’re in this for good. If I give up everything I’ve worked for, for a future with you, do you see the same thing I do?”
“Yes, and I haven’t wanted to suggest that, but you know it’s the only way. You understand why I can’t be the one to leave.”
“I do, and that’s why I’m willing to walk away, even if I didn’t want to at the start. The moment it comes out I’ve had any involvement with you, I’ll lose my job. I’d rather it be on my terms than theirs. We can discuss the details later, Shane, but that’s what I’m leaning toward.”
I sweep my gaze over the beauty in my bed, and I know I would sacrifice anything I could for her without hesitation. There’s something elemental drawing us together. The ideas I had a moment ago seep away. Instead, I no longer want to torment her and make her beg. I think I might be the one begging soon. I tap her pussy before I back up and strip.
My balls and cock thank me. I stroke myself three times before I step closer to the bed. I’m about to climb on when she opens her mouth wide in the only invitation there is.
“You want to suck me off,cailín?”
“Yes, Daddy. So much.”
“And you think I want it to be over, and that I want to come down your throat?”
“You could.”
“Yes, I could, but I’m not going to. I know how wet you already are. I don’t need you to get my cock wet.
“But you might want me to.” Her smile tells me she knows full well what she’s doing with her seductive words and smile.